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I've never really used this before in the past but eh why not use it now? I always wanted a little blog to myself and I really can't go into Towns or any other place because Chrome doesn't want Flash to work. This leaves me stuck using the Forums and the Journal. But I have a lot of memories of this place that I might share every now and then on here.

The years have really gone by. I remember when I first joined this site back in 2006 which was when I was still in high school and my sister was back in college. Much has happened, even if I lost access to that first account. I will say I was a much different person back then; I was much more hyper than I am today and obviously much more carefree. Man to think I tried to be a major meme lord back then.

So what happened over the years in the nutshell; I've finally found love in its purest sense. It was quite the adventure because I managed to prove myself that I'm capable of much more than I seem. However those days are long over and I've been kicking myself over it to the point where I've stopped trying to get a date. I also tried college but I ended up becoming a drop out because I just couldn't focus on my studies. In the end I just got some job for the last couple of years but my situation really hasn't changed. Its not all bad because I've discovered who I truly am and what my goals are.

But its funny coming back to this. I was again truly a different person. I didn't had any sense of identity and eventually built my own identity as "Crow" elsewhere that it stuck to the point where it may as well be my real name. I think I needed the time to mellow out a bit because man I feel like such an idiot now but that's what I get for being a late bloomer. Having this newfound sense of self really does help because I understand things much clearer. Its so weird but it works.

I do plan to try to be here more often and try to blog on here more, even if my profile and everything is currently barebones. I just need to fix things and try to make it more presentable. Hopefully things will be much better than when I first started. With that said thank you for your time reading this. I'm going to get back to cleaning up things.