Oh god so many spelling errors on the prev entry...but I just want it to be known that I do not scorn mods or anyone involved in what I was venting over...just that I hate how much this accidental exaggeration of my feelings led to a slap in the face that feels way too hard, for something that was actually more minor than it seemed. Wasn't even asked if I meant anything by it, which I sure didn't, but the cold policies don't seem to care about a fair approach, from where I'm standing. I understand the need to take it seriously, there's no fault there, but I have taken things seriously too, which in a roundabout way is why I did that thing at all. This all just feels...disproportionate to me, and far too personal in a way I thought I had escaped. So that is why I am requesting that the mod who just mailed me reads my reply, and hopefully takes down the warning, so this whole matter can all be cleaned away for both parties. I never really needed a warning to begin with...I was delirious. I was feeling too explosive over losing my baby to think about what I was saying clearly. I don't believe there's any mention of what the guidelines are for a case like mine? Maybe a reconsideration is in order, for an innocent that was way too driven up to act rationally. Jeez just imagine if I had a real baby of my own yoikes can you say feral papa wolf
So again, just...don't let me down gaia. Don't blemish me over a resolved matter, and don't leave me without my baby for the love of all that is good. I have made it quite clear that my account, and all my joints, are too important in my current life atmosphere to lose to anything, or have it changed in some way that I could never be comfortable with. If there's anything at all I can do to prove that my account should have a clean slate, then I will gladly do so.
 Foxishpeep · Wed Jun 15, 2022 @ 06:44am · 0 Comments |
