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part of my past i'd like to explain.
it seems to be a popular topic whenever there isn't anything creative the trolls can come up with to post a few old pics fo me from 1-2 years ago. these are also often used as evidence of me being "ugly", something that the majority will disagree with as of now.
well, i did look terrible back then, and i'd like to clear up why.
the old pics- 2 years and older. that was me being a stupid high schooler. only a couple of those pics have ever been leaked though, so we'll leave the explanation at that.
the majority- any of the ones where i have blue or any other brightly colored hair- were from an extremely difficult time in my life. you see, at this point last year, i was homeless. i slept on my friends' couches, and when i couldn't stay there, i slept in the park. during the last month, i was living in a shed.
why was i homeless? well contrary to popular belief, it had nothing to do with drugs or any other illicit activity on my part.
during that time, my mother was divorcing my biological father, who was mentally and physically abusive. she was also having an affair with a 23 year old, whom she is with now, and i have accepted as my stepfather.
we got into a pretty big fight due to heavy stress on the both of us, and she kicked me out. after we got done being mad at eachother and talked, she took me back in for a couple of days, but then we realized that without Buck's income, she could not afford to support all of us kids. so i did what i would hope anyone would do for the sake of their siblings- i left. willingly. however, as a consequence, i was eating about 4 times a week- whenever my mom and friends could afford to feed me- showering about that often, and sleeping wherever i could lay my head down. i got very sick due to malnutrition and severe bug bites.
it all finally ended when i began dating Jeremy, whom allowed me to live with him and supported me. then began a long process of getting back to health. i went from 112 pounds to 145 over the course of 3 months living with him- my body packed on every ounce of fact, and after all the malnutrition, it took until now to get my hair and skin healthy again. (another reason why starving yourself is dumb.)
i am aware this is going to be used against me at some point, but for some of you, i hope that clears things up.
we're all human, and we've all been through s**t.
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