Well, i think that i am ugly, ive been told bout 3 times that i am
and i think its a sign saying "hey get the picture b***h"
i used to be called pretty, but idk everyone now tries to ignore me, and hates me
I dont understand why though, ima nice person, i do get mad eaisly, but if im not mad ima really cool person. I seriously dont fit in
i had so many friends n because i said something and confessed my feeling i lost
3 friends. I guess im the bad guy in life the person everyone is suppose to take their anger out on. . . . . The only people who still dont ignore me and love me is God and my bf Matthew.
They love me and think im beautiful.
the thing that ive learnd in life so far is, people r evil. . . .everyone is mean and crul. . . . . there are very few people who have kind hearts, i think thats why im so attracted to Matt because he has a kind soul. i guess im mean sometimes because i want to be accepted into scociety. . . . . emo
im just so lonely.