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I see you all,
And I know not what to do
For what lies behind your eyes
Lies behind mine too.

Some have seen a truth,
That nobody should see.
And others are empty
And lifeless, like me.

You all once were happy
Then life fell apart
Once hopeful and joyous
But that life shall depart.

You all look so happy
But I know the truth
We are fallen angels,
We are a broken youth.

We don’t pretend to be normal,
And you see we are not.
We are different from others,
Unafraid to be caught.

We are fallen angels
Full of loss and despair
Turned away form the normal
Then broken beyond repair.



~ this was written for all my friends who suffer from the same depression i do; Life.

Hello?
Is anyone there?
Can anyone hear me,
see me at all?
Why does no one answer my screaming?
Why do you all ignore my questions
I’ve been screaming out to you?
Why am I here,
is that so hard to answer?
Do you not answer me
because you are afraid of what you answer?
Do not tell me the lie.
I have stopped believing
and now, your silence answers for me.
I have no purpose here.
I have no reason at all.
No one needs me anymore,
for I did not belong.
I was a doll in a collection,
but didn’t seem just right.
So you played with me
then threw me away.
Was I really boring you world?
Do you truly mean what your silence screams?
I was stupid, I should have seen,
but my heart made me blind.
I was never really wanted was I?
That’s why no one saw my dark aura,
heard my silent screams.
Now the answer comes, too late.
No longer the lie I bought for so long.
The truth comes now,
but I already knew.
The bittersweet lie has gone away.
Replaced by the darkened truth.
I’ll go now, heed your wants
I’m sorry to have to disturbed you world.
There is nothing more I will do to you.
Goodbye.

*note it isn't finished sorry. xp im working on it.