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Hi kiddies.
I was reading my older journal entries and I finally realized...
I was a childish, egotistical, self-centered b***h.
That's alright though. I can deal with that now.
I now remember when I started cutting, but I don't remember when I stopped.
I remember all my stupid roleplay characters, which were not well-rounded enough to be called roleplay characters.
Just ideas.
My drawings, they aren't even that good.
I sketch better now, but I don't even care as much.
I'm sixteen, I can drive, I basically don't have a life.
I wont until I leave my home.
Which is not for a while.
I can't wait though.
Maybe I'll go to a University in Maryland, or Washington State.
I really don't want to be here longer than I have to.
So I'll leave this journal, reminding it that I have not at all forgotten about it's importance.
It is important.
But not that important.
 Nakoko · Sat Mar 22, 2008 @ 11:10pm · 0 Comments |
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New quest. Ya soshla s uma! [I've lost my mind!] |
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First off, thank you SIXSODACOLA for the free Katana. ^^
Alright. My quest is to own everything in Durem Depot. That's over 500k.
Way over.
So I need your help. If you can donate a thing, ANYTHING, that would help big time. It doesn't even have to be from Durem Depot. I just need all the help I can get. Right now I have
8K
[Will change every 1k]
I need to get to about 680K
...Yea. Long way to go.
So here's my wishlist and progress.
Ok! So for the list of donators:
~Akuun~Ninja~: Sheer stockings and blue jersey shirt! heart
You may be thinking 'Why the hell is she doing this?' Well. I'm ambitious. And usually I sell a bunch of stuff to buy something, this time I'll be patient. My quest is for everything in Durem Depot. And maybe some of the stuff I don't want I may sell, but getting all that stuff would make my inventory skyrocket from just what I have on now to everything I'll have on for the next few years!!!
Ok! Just to tell you, I do avi art for items and gold. I don't care what you give me. I'll give you fullbody art. And it's good, photoshopped art. So...PLEASE?! I'll also do Signs. Take pictures of myself and hold a post-it up saying how much I love you.
xD
I will!
Just please help?
I'll also do Old School Profiles. Tell me what you want.
But these have a price. Either an item that's worth 2-3k or 2-3k itself.
Nakoko · Wed Aug 09, 2006 @ 06:23pm · 0 Comments |
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In your
In your eyes I see
Fire, steam. Fear.
In your arms I see
Future, life. Love.
In your feet I see
Trouble, pain. Help.
In your moans I hear
Pleasure, admiration. Please.
In your skin I feel
Smooth, rigid. Ready?
In your gasps I see, hear, feel
Death.
Yes, baby
Fall into your arms.
Skillfully as a trapeze artist
Skillful as our love
Skillful as you, yourself, your love.
The sheets tussel
For you
It's all for you, huh?
It's all you hun.
Your breath of alcohol.
Drink much?
No baby.
Your movements fast.
Your fast.
Not cool.
So baby.
What for breakfast?
Nakoko · Wed Jun 07, 2006 @ 06:54am · 2 Comments |
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OMG!WOW!SPENSIVE?
Nakoko · Wed Apr 12, 2006 @ 08:21am · 1 Comments |
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Nakoko · Sun Jan 08, 2006 @ 07:46pm · 2 Comments |
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Ok, first of all. Happy new year everyone! I went on a cruise, met some Anime Fanatics. Sweethearts of course. And of course my brother had to come along, actually my family. I have two bro's. xD...Younger. Alright well there was this teen club, and just to tell you, it was my second home.
I have so much to tell you guys! Ok, I'll go by days.
First day:
I went on the ship, we went through the procedures of safety, thank God we didn't use them. So then I went and changed then went up to this teen club that they told all the 12-17 year olds to go to. So I went....And there was an arcade, sports arena with Rock Climbing. All that jazz. Problem was that all the kids thought they were too good for it and didn't go inside. They checked up once in a while to see what went on. Bastards. But at least someone got up the guts, other than me, to sit inside. I started random conversations out of pure boredom. It got late and we went to dinner, my family and I, then to the show. Every night there is a great show on the ship, I just went to the first one. It was this group of people that did spoofs on all these 80's movies like Dirty Dancing, Fast Forward(The cast was in the show), Fame, Grease. All these nice movies. They sung, and someone picked ME out of the audience to do the twist with them. GOD that was fun, and she was such a sweetheart. These two really hott guys were in the cast. OMFG! SO HAWT! WANTED TO TACKLE!...xD After the show I went to bed.
Second day:
Woke up at 7 because my brother was scared of the ship's swaying. So I took a quick shower and went to breakfast with my brothers and someone noticed my FMA necklace and pocketwatch, stopped me in the hall, and told me to meet them in the Arcade. I didn't. That guy was WAY to old for me. xDD...(Be proud Laila...)So then at like, 10 we left the ship and signed out...we were in Ensanada Mexico!!! So we went to see the Bufadora. It's this rock formation on the side of the ocean, when a wave hits it, water sprays to over 100 feet! We had so much fun getting sprayed. God dammit so many guys looked at me I was scared of getting wet, I was wearing a white tee. On the way to the Bufadora there are all these stands with people that will sell ANYTHING. I saw a sign that read 'FREE VIAGRA!'...>>...Apparantly people can't spell because I also saw a sign that said 'no crdit crds acepted'...xD My mom and me bought bathing suits. Me and my dad bought poncho's and BIG Mexican hats and wore them around, all over the place. Then we had to go back to the ship. So I said by to these people that said hi to me, they knew enough English, and odd enough they knew about One Piece. ^^...They were nice. I got their E-mails. You gotta be rich to have an e-mail in Mexico. xD. So I went to the ship, took a jacuzzi swim with these shallow teens that called me fat, thanks a lot bitches, and went to my room for some relaxation.
Day three, a sea day, New Years Eve!:
We circled Catalina for a sea day, I played bingo with all these adorable old people. Oh so CUTE! I actually won a laser pen. Zap me up...xD I enjoyed that so much I even talked up with some waitresses and the Crusie Director, who is the nicest man. SHOUT OUT TO MOE!...xD...I went to lunch of course, oh it was so delicious. I actually had soup and at the end they brought in a plate of chocolate creme brulee. I wish my mom was there, she loves creme brulee. But I got the recipe. Muah. xD. So then I went back up to the teen club, requested some songs. Even asked him to play Spirit of Zoro, but it turned out I brought the instrumental CD, how stupid of me. xD. So we only started it. Then I sat and waited for someone, some girl was speaking in ARABIC right in front of me, thinking I didn't understand her, what she said: 'You know, the girl in front of us is crazy, she has weird taste in music and doesn't know how to dress, and look at her face. The only thing she uses is probably some water, all those scars must be for popping zits' then they laughed. Then I spoke back to them in Arabic: 'Thanks a lot, but what about you. I only ask how many pounds of cover-up you use everyday. And your friend? She doesn't look like a girl. Who are you? Micheal Jacksons cousin? And I know I probably ruined your day, but me? I'll just go on insulting idiots like you. Go suck d**k.' They look at me with wide mouths, I smirk and my friend walks in. So I go hang out with him and his girlfriend. WOOT! We go to the Arcade and these two guys from the show on the first day came in, SWEET! They ask who's here for the Hip Hop Dance class. I check the schedule and I was all, cooooooooooool....But no one was there. So I volunteered. I asked my friends girlfriend if she wanted to go up, she refused. I was all 'I'll get on my knees and beg, someone come up with me!' and they laughed at me so I shrugged and the guys from the show looked at me. The two hott guys...OMFG...I was all 'They are too cute to refuse...' and I nodded and was all 'Let's get started.' So they taught me the entire dance and through out the class more and more people came in. The song was sweet and my friends girlfriend was mean. She got a rubber ball and threw it at me and made me trip and fall. But I was alright. The guys helped me out. OMFG....So hottttt...So I sat down with them when we were done and asked them to do the entire dance. They did....and I checked them out the entire time. They have nice asses...xD....So then I went to get ready for the New Years countdown. I have a picture somewhere...Hmmm:
There we go! xD...That was the portrait me and my family took. I just chopped 'em out. So we had New Years and the next day I had lots of fun then left the ship. Nothing special. ^^
Wow, that took a while. Spleee!!!
OH! The weird convo...Here:
Justin To listen to your plan...
Nakoko · Tue Jan 03, 2006 @ 10:40pm · 1 Comments |
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