A strange girl with a weak smile looks up at you, the mist of old tears and a dreamy look in her eyes. She sits just long enough to say. . .
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Kia ora!
((I haven't been on Gaia in a while so I kind of don't feel like dealing with the BB code. I'll keep it pretty simple aside from my header and such :3))
Time to rant on about more crap you really don't care about. :3
Alright. Let's do that dumb thing of what you're doing at the moment.
I am...
Drinking: Lemonade
Listening to: Aphex Twin - Boy/Girl Song
Playing: Second Life and Audition.
I'm also...
Typing in my journal, of course, and thinking of something to do with my pretty sparkly purple pen!
Why am I going so in-depth? Why do you care? Answer to number one, I haven't been on Gaia in ages. I hardly log in, so I've been planning to quit. For number two? I'm going to give all my stuff away in money form once I get some things I loaned out to people back! Wooo! Let's juice her of every cent she's got! Haha, yeah. I know.
Down to me. It's my journal, pffffft. They say what music you listen to greatly affects your mood. That's why I like the genres I do. Aphex has the most beautiful music and his breaks are so amazing my ears just melt when I listen to them... I'm in a reminiscing mood, so I'll naturally put on music that makes me remember the good times. Heck, even the bad times! Remembering is remembering. ((I promise this won't turn into a bawww fest.))
Starting from past to present, what's been going on in my life? Hmmm... From one of my previous posts during this summer, you'd see that I had Paige, Abby, Dom, and Amanda over. I know what you're thinking if you're an RL friend. Amanda? She's a c**t face. I WILL ALSO AGREE WITH THAT. She has shown me within the course of only a day that she is a decent person. I've always been her friend to an extent, but I found a new... Kind of sort of respect thing for her. She managed to show me she's a real person and that's all I needed to know. I've been told every group of friends has an a** that nobody really wants to keep in line, but you deal with them because you're all friends. That's our a**! Paige; I thought she never liked me. I guess that's not true? Probably was at some point in time. Whatever. I didn't like her either; only because I thought she disliked me xD It's chill! That's how it tends to work out. That time during the summer was probably the best of my life. With school over and me now realising how many decent friends I actually have, I was in a lighter mood. Especially considering what happened with my f*****t and I :/ I like being able to be a crazy teenager. Being able to sneak out and do dumb things, being chased by a ****** van at three in the morning.... It's all so great! I've never had so much fun in my life. I plan to go out on another camping trip for Halloween, too :> I guess I've learnt to appreciate people who are there for me more and I've also learnt that I can control my bridge burning a bit more than I used to.
Speaking of friendships, I have found a new one! It's odd when you think of it. You see people, you meet them for the first time... You have best friends, though, and you have to meet them for the VERY FIRST time at some point in your life. You just totally don't expect it. My new friend being Rachel. I never really talked to her much even though we were in classes together and all other things like that. I didn't expect that she'd be the kind of person I could really get along with. I now see that we've actually got heaps in common, and, had we started speaking sooner, we could have a more solid friendship now. I'm not saying we're bestest buddies, but she's certainly climbing my friendship scale. I hope I'm doing the same! She's pretty cool.
REALM OF THE INTERNETS.
Nazna is the best ever. I love her and want her babbies. I am going to type about her so hard that she just jizzes all over my face and Kiwii's face too because her cat's name is Kiwii also. I am standing next to her in SL as we speak and she is hungry but I ate a while ago and drank a lot of soda so my tummy box isn't hungry. Naz is jcool and we have been buddie faces for a while now, I can trust her with my v****a box. <33333
Eddie is a flaming homos. So is Xylex. They both like it teh man cokks.
((Sorry about that, they had to be included because I told them I was typing my final Gaia entry ;D))
But in all seriousness, they're all good friends. Speaking of people who'd do anything for me. I will give you your Demonic Anklets back soon, Naz!
And now I feel the need to put this up for anyone who plays SL and might see this >.> I'm glad Emerald died. I've lost a lot of friends in the process of it. I've lost probably the closest thing to love I'll ever know, and it's all because of one dumb, data mining, privacy-violating client. So much s**t has been brought up and I've been the topic of a few conversations I'd rather not like to be the topic of. To answer a few questions; My name in SL now is Perpetual Rage/Ello Luv. Yes, I was Kawaii Arashi/Hikari Rae and I was partnered to Lonely Bluebird. No, I wasn't a "yiff buddy" to ANYONE. Yup, that's me in those pictures. I am the red cat thing with silvery hair and a BUSHY TAIL THAT IS NOT MADE FOR A FOX. I naturally miss the lolcouch and all the fun times had on it with my friends. Is all that retarded crap a touchy subject for me? It sure is! So bring it up and I'll either leave or become incredibly upset. So Hi5, you now have troll bait! I'd rather bring it up in hopes that you'll try not to mention it in front of me, but mehhhh. It's bound to happen.
So, I guess that's it. It's been nice meeting the few people I did on here, and it was a good way to waste time. I hope Bickz manages our guild nicely and actually gets people into it! I didn't get as serious as I would've liked to, but I'm only leaving Gaia. I'm only dead on here, but I decided to leave a mark for anyone who might stumble upon my profile and wonder why I haven't been active. I'm the kind of person who wants a story behind everything.
I know it won’t be easy,
And I'll miss you every second
But everything in life,
Comes with a special lesson.
Letting go is hard
But when all the sadness clears
There will not be a reason
To shed another tear.
Goodbye, everyone!
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Before she gets up and walks away, waiting for you to follow her lead.
 Kuhwaylulz · Thu Sep 23, 2010 @ 03:49am · 0 Comments |
