It occurs to me that maybe I should post journal more then once a year... Hmm well might as well try. Okay so in the last year I have hurt my ex so badly she hates me and doesnt even make eye contact.. I wish that there had been another way but I hurt her by just being around so now she is better. Hmm next met a couple of girls whom I liked for all of ten seconds and realised they werent her and never would be and so they fell short. Hurt the girl I care most about in the entire world, sadly i wish I could have kept her away so she wouldnt ever have to be hurt again but she always comes back... My brother for lack of all intentive purposes went to jail because his mom tried to hit him and he held her wrist so she couldnt. Probably not going to graduate because I'm short a full P.E. credit. Got my first tattoo. Turned 18. Drank till I didnt hurt. Cried till all I could do was sob silently. Imagined myself dying in numerous way daily. And thats about it. If I live to see 19 I hope to god it was better then the year to 18 because if not Im going to go crawl into a hole in another country and hope to god someone kills me for not having papers.
 JustJ4ke · Thu May 06, 2010 @ 04:56am · 0 Comments |
