i met a guy on a cruise ship
and i knew he was the one.
sweet. kind. funny. everything u could look in a person...
who knew meeting him would be one regret of my life?
on the last day of my cruise stay
we walked on the beach, laughing and smiling
and he promised he would visit me one day.
i was happy and all but...
i wished i didnt have to say goodbye so soon
even after the cruise ended, we kept in touch
he called every night and i would say "good morning"
cause he lived on the other side of the world
sometimes i would feel like we lived millions of miles away
and sometimes i could feel his arms around me
we been like this since the first day we parted
still i waiting for the day i could see his face...
finally one day as i left work, i got a text from him
saying "ill see you tomorrow morning love"
i was so excited i couldnt sleep a wink so, i waited all night into the morning...
i looked at my clock and thought "...perhaps his plane is late"
i turned my head to look at the door every ten mins
but still he never showed up...
i cried thinking he lied to me all this time
so i sat on the couch, consolidating myself with ice cream
i turned on the news channel to see an exclusive
all i heard was "there has been an accident with delta airlines..."
"..the plane scheduled to arrive in new york at 9am yesterday has..."
"...coast guards...so far have found no surviv....."
i slammed the remote and burried my head in the pillow
i never felt my heart so torn up, so many different ideas at once
it cant be though.....he promised.....
i waited for so long....and this is how it ends?
i screamed in rage, choking on my tears
i refused to believe the impossible and waited on the couch
cause i knew he'll ring the door any second.
of course no matter how many times i called his cell, he never picked up
and no matter how loud i shout has name out the window, he'll never hear me
i just sat there on my bed
holding the picture of us together on the beach
i closed my eyes thinking what was once there...was all a dream
i sighed and counted "1,2,3..."
i opened my eyes and stared into his eyes one last time
before i burned every single memory, besides the beach photo
i tossed the plane crash article with the names of the deceased in the trash
the rest didnt matter cause ill wait as long as i have too
Le Chum x3
· Wed Aug 18, 2010 @ 09:06pm · 0 Comments