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I want to die.... I already know that no body will care... I was only a curse and I will only be a curse... I was never shown good luck with having bad luck later on.... I want to see my little brother again... I want to see Kratos again.... I wish that I will just die already.... kill me so I can move on and never see the light of day anymore... kill me so I won't hurt anyone anymore ever again... kill me... I want to die.... I know that I'm not worth anyone's time... When I die.... Atsuki please take care of my kids... my friends hate me.... my husband... I want to have a divorce with... I want to die... no one will care anyways...