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Argggh I'd rather not describe something so obvious =/

The ultimate contradiction


The doubt


The desire

The life


The Reality


The sickening wake up call



The bad reflection in the mirror

I am



Everything you don't want to see


In yourself.





I just got this email =[ with the subject saying You've ruined me

"I ******** love her so much, and I HATE her for it even more so. I've never let anyone get so close and now I must repent for doing so. She is the leech that distraughts my thoughts. THe poison that seeps through the hem of my scalp and adulterates my thoughts with virulent intentions. I'm so ******** sick of falling for another, but then theres her. I just want to get over all this. She leaves me as a skinned cat hung by a noose of lurid, twisted barbed wire stained of scarlet. I would tear off all my skin, shed every fiber of my body to be rid of her. No matter how much I circumvalliate myself from the rest of the world shes still in my head. Death can be the only answer The only answer for me. She will never be mine and as always I remande the worlds concubine so explandable to the favoring of others. I will never know of love, for I'm suffocated and starved to an anoretic nothing. The inner sanctum that is now nothing more but an abrasian upon the walls of my mind. and it's all thanks to the one I love most. The one who instilled my cursed ignorance for her name is





New music.
New friends.
New life.
Shiny and sparkly.
Screaming for someone to come along and ******** it all up.





II-Miza_Amane-II
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II-Miza_Amane-II
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