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today is thnxgivin...my life sucks!i am a vamp and im thirsty!!!while everyone else wants turkey i want human!!!!its just not fair!!!plus they dont believe me wich dosent help one lil bit!!! scream scream scream scream Well at least my best friend believes me...she let me....she let me drink from her neck...and the best part is....she never told a soul!!!i meen she was shaky and all but...she got over it... sweatdrop so anyways......im suffering...it takes all my energy away...plus im phycic so theres no help there.well anyway...i totally screwed my other friends mom over when she found me curled up in a ball,in her curtains...thirsty as ever...i almost attacked her!!!and in like...half an hour..i have to go to my aunts house...were everyone is lafing and playin and totally un-aware that the only thing im doin is wantin to kill them while their puls spikes up 50 beats a min......i actually feel like im on fire!but,sadly,not in the good way.i just want to curl up and die at points.... scream scream scream scream scream scream scream stressed stressed it just isnt fair!!in fact at this verry moment..my big sis is on the pc rite next to me...the time is..1;30 pm..and i just want to rip my sises head of and lick up the blood...but every time i try to tell her she just says..."ya rite,you wish,you wanna be"so shes no help.... evil