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I am now 18 years of age, something I wanted to be since I was 10. I remember looking at someone that was 18 and he was awesome.. I look at myself and I'm not as appealing. I guess I was truly happy during those times. I'm not sure how long I should wait for happiness, but I will just have to do without for a while. Hopefully things get better.. this is barely the beginning, right? I still have another 50 years (hopefully) of life left 3nodding I have lost most if not all of my friends, some because I don't talk to them anymore, others because I have become into a very different person. Around a couple of months ago I read an article about drugs and the origin of their prohibition.. and I think finding out that what I was taught in school at an early age was lie made me kind of sad. I don't really trust anyone anymore because of this.. and I have found out personally and with my very eyes that these recent findings are true. ._. such betrayal!

At least the new candy thingies ontop where the emotes go make me a bit happy yum_strawberry hehe emotion_awesome