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Damn. Life sucks, eh? I really cant feel anything right now... secrets...lies..love? All these things happening and I just cant do jack s**t about it cuz I'm stuck in the nueteral position in all of it. I feel like life froze for me, yet kept going for the sake of others... It really ******** me up. I still got responsibilities and homework that I am delightfully given, and everyone acts normal and happy and all I can do is take it. nobody understands, and nobody ever will. Nobody ever can.