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its the day after my fathers excution and im slowing painfuly coming undone and being stitched back up the second after i fall apart....stitched back by the two people i can truely count on.....joey...and bleh.....god bleh has kept me in place....joey.....he makes me laugh.....i feel.....stupid....fornever writing him back......and for never geting to....well...yu know know him......im walking in mist and on air.....nothings making sence.....im lost beond beief......and well i can only prey for the best.......
dear father,watch over me please....take care your in a beter place no more suffering.......death by injection wasnt the greatest way to go but....well....at least it was...(i hope)pain less...... hear my thoughts and pleads guid me.....and dont get lost in heaven......
keeping my head held high knowing theyd kill to see me. fall for you....
your only daughter with love and great emotion mew......