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The Girl
The Girl

A Short Story by Whitney Hulberg



Yesterday Tiffany was feeling so blue that she actually went to the store to buy cigarettes. Well, it was actually the gas station but when she went there she saw her uncle. She couldn’t let him see her like that so she left and decided to go after dark when her mother went to sleep. That night her mother stayed up later than expected so she couldn’t go that night either. Tiffany figured it was a sign that she shouldn’t go.

The next day, today, she was wondering what kind of cigarettes Jenny, her best friend, smoked. Jenny had said they tasted really good but Tiff didn’t want to ask her. She didn’t want anybody to know what she was going to do.

Tiffany bought Marlboro Reds today… She trembled with fear at buying them; she got a lighter as well. She walked out into a parking lot and opened the pack. Tears welled up in her eyes as she pulled one out of the box. She sat down as a police car drove by and lit it up. Tiffany was surprised at how natural it came to her. Her, a person who had feared, and hated smoking since 2nd grade, which was the first time she heard of it. She loathed smokers and smoking for that matter. Yet, here she was with a pack of reds and a lighter smoking one herself. She coughed only twice and remembered “Don’t inhale.” She was doing just fine. Tiffany got up and walked down the street. It was then that she thought “What the hell is this driving me to?” It was weird. The only problem was blowing the smoke out of her mouth. It kept getting in her face and hair.

“I hope mom won’t smell it on me when I get home,” she though as she walked down Main Street looking for, her former friend, Robert’s front door. She debated on whether to waltz in or not. She wondered if he would care.

On this particular day Tiffany was dressed rather cute, much like a little girl. Her hair was up in wavy pigtails and she was dressed in pink. She didn’t normally dress like this. Her normal attire consists of darker colors and she carried around a chain. On this day she wanted to see the reaction of people who saw a cute young girl dressed like that smoking. She was a bit paranoid as to people seeing her. She had hoped none of her family members or parents’ friends saw her.

As she continued to walk down Main Street the cigarette had almost disappeared. While she took the last drag, she crossed the street and spotted a man on a bike followed by a little girl. The little girl was on a bike as well; it was pink and matched her jacket. The man looked at Tiffany and said “Young lady you are too beautiful to be smoking.”

Tiffany looked at him as she set foot back onto the sidewalk and smiled. Oh how little he knew of how shitty she felt at that very moment, even though she was smiling. She always seemed to smile at horrible times in her life. For what reason? She had no clue. She smiled at the man said, “Oh? Heh,”

She wanted to tell him the truth. The truth that it was only her first one and that she was not going to do it again. She just wanted to see how it felt. Tiffany put the cigarette out on a trashcan lid while his little girl smiled at her and raved on about the cute backpack Tiff had.

“Oh yeah, it’s really pretty” he said. Tiffany threw the cigarette butt away in the trashcan and turned around to face them. “I got it from a nice store where my sister lives.” She said with a smile. A bright green bird on the man’s shoulder caught her eye, she stared. It was a beautiful green parrot looking bird. She thought she had seen the same kind of bird at a store she went by the day before. It was intriguing; she couldn’t take her eyes off of it. She wondered, was it real? How does it stay on his shoulder when he’s riding the bike? Tiffany smiled once again and turned around continuing to walk down Main Street . She felt pretty good about herself but only in that moment, it was soon to end… She called Jenny.

By the end of the day she had smoked four cigarettes. Two of them came from her pack of Marlboro Reds and Two of them were Jenny’s. She took the box that was in Jenny’s bag and looked at it. “Durum Cigarettes” it said.

“I’m going to get some of these next time” She thought.

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New Manga That I Want
All of this Manga.... I DONT HAVE.... like i seriously need all the first volumes of these...

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Chibi Vampire
Legal Drug
Black Cat
Disgaea
Godchild
Dears
Gothic Sport
Inubaka
Togari
Hybrid
Id_entity
Petite Cossette
Preist
Saiyuki
Yakitate!!! Japan
Absolute Boyfriend
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Soooooo how abouts you peoples...... gets me some? Yeah yeah? *winkwinknudgenudge*

WishList
Since I'm to lazy to actually go look for the stuff and then put it on my wishlist... imma write it out biggrin

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Apple Butterfly Terrycloth Tube-Top 1,645g
Aquatica 11,884g
Aqua Bubbles Tankini Top 465g
Black Net Top 1,565g
Black Light Tube Top 1,300g
Aqua Bubbles Tankini Bottom 345g
Cream Woven Abalone Button Blazer 1,900g
Dark Halo 44,850g
Crinkle Drawstring Top Watermelon 1,780g
Copper Penny Pinestripe Vest 2,230g
Elegant Black Satin COrset 48,600
G-LOL Dark Mistress Top 2,000
Nitemare Bustier 351,000g
Mythrill Armor 10,890g
Pink Sparkle Empire Dress 1,825g
Rainbow Stripes Speedies Top 525g
Red Tiger-print Speedies Top 355g
Yellow Watermelon One Peice Swimsuit 800g
Youkai's Treasure 7,299g
Black Goth Skirt 600g
Elegant Black Satin SKirt 56,100g
Elegant Veil 41,750g
Rainbow Stripes Speedies Bottom 515g
Red Tiger-print Speedies Bottom 315g
Bao 30,000g
Decorative Daisy 1,600g
Ice Tiara 8,350g
Kitsune Mask 600,000g
Laurels 11,500g
Mini Angel Wings 25,000,000g
Mini Nitemare Wings 20,5000,000g
Sacred Leaf 3,875g
Western Zodiac 11,999g
Flower on My Head 375g
Prism Butterfly Mantilla 31,000g
Aqua Lace-up Cork Sandals 745g
Black Lace-up COrk Sandals 745g
Black Fishnet Stockings 2,000g
Black Dress Boot 1,990g
Black Stockings 200g
Demonic Anklets 11,850g
G-LOL Dark Mistress Stockings 666g
G-LOL Dark Dollie Socks 460g
Angelic Sash 6,650,000g
Bone Dragon Helm 42,000g
Celestial Wrap 9,300g
Chyaku Norisu Scarf 66,280g
Doll Ears 5,000g
Egyptian Sapphire Ankh Pendant 6,850g
Elegant Lord's Mask (Diamond Stud) 4,780g
Gracie's Soccer Ball 50g
Gwee the Dragon 16,750g
Jingle Bells 4,200g
Leather Collar with Cross 47,000g
MoMo the Monkey 7,950g
Mod Squad Mask 1,125g
Oculus Magica 18,000g
Orange-Green Winter Scarf 2,000g
Prisoner's Ball and Chain 8,000g
Plumeria Headpeice 23,600 TICKETS
Purple-Red Winter Scarf 2,000g
Shadow Spirit 23,450g
Skull and Bones Inner Tube 1,230g
Syaoran's Cloak 470g
Winter Fox Mink 14,300g
Wind Security Blanket 56,000g
Winter Rose 14,150g
Detective's Magnifier 20g
G Blade 30,680g
Fairy Wand 2,500g
Nitemare Parasol 22,000g


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My Birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!! rofl blaugh heart mrgreen 4laugh biggrin xd 3nodding ninja

Pook's Secret Yaoi Stash (Guild) ...... I wish...
That's retarded! 20000 ******** gold to start a ******** guild!? Yeah well this IS gaia. Everything ******** has a stupid a** cost around here. Yeah! Well! They should at least have some stuff that's free around here! >.< Yeah.... well, then what would be the perpose of money? TO-...... I dunno... something, i guess?
Why must I still be 15!!! I need to be 18 already!!! Damn time and space...... well, maybe not space. Space has nothing to do with me still being 15. Yeah but your soon to be 16, so whats the problem? THE PROBLEM is that IM NOT 18! @_@ How can I fully enjoy the awsomeness of Anime Expo when I CAN"T GO NEAR THE YAOI BOOTH!?!?!?!? It pained me! Even now! Damn sluts with their Yaoi, Yuri, Seme, and Uke paddles!!!!!! Dude.... you were gonna get a yaoi paddle. I KNOW! AND I DIDN"T HAVE ENOUGH MONEY! *growl* Damn bitches and their taxes! EXPOS SHOULDN"T HAVE TAXES! All the other ******** booths I went to didn't make you pay tax... *growl* 2 ******** dollars short! Then later I had found a $100 in my shoe!!! That I was wearing that same day! b*****d!
Yeah, you should probably calm down.... o.o yeah, your probably right.
........BUT WHEN HAVE I EVER LISTENED TO YOU!?!?!?!
Ummm, all the time? Oh yeah, right. Yeah and remember you were first rambling about your Yaoi Guild. Oh yes! Damn bastards! I shall have a great ******** yaoi guild once i ******** get 20000gg!( Any Donations? biggrin ) Your pathetic. Yes, yes, I know, but it was worth a try. Hey, maybe I actually WILL get a donation ^_^ (yeah right). Since I was aiming for Baby Seal Slippers and was too poor to buy them (even though they complete my avi) I decided to go for a Kiki. Kiki's are Super Expensive so I decided to get a Coco. Well I was donated a Coco (Thankies Bap heart ) so I only needed a bit more to get a Kiki. About 20000gg more!!!! Now I want to start my guild that I KNOW fangirls and gay guys will join and yet it costs 20000gg as well!! Should I save up 10k more and buy a kiki that will probably go up in price soon? Or should I blow all my gold and go buy my Dream Guild? Hmm Dream Avi?(overrated) Or Dream Guild?(Lame) Which shall I choose?!?!


Nakie Fai D Flowright!?
OMG!!! Fai d is like.... *drool all over the place!!!!*

So anyway, I'm bored. I havent writen in a while (not like anyone cares because nobody ******** reads these anyways but whatever)

ack! theres this high noise thats driving me crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!!! How am I to ever concentrate!? oh great... there filbert goes again with stealing my anime songs. He's ******** listening to Rewrite. last time he listening to Haruka Kanata for like 4 days straight, I can't even watch the begining of Naruto anymore because of stupid filbert. Before that it was Shinjutsu No Uta! I loved that song when it was on Inuyasha! ( well apparently he did too since he wouldnt freaking stop playing it!) And even before that it was Tank! from Cowboy Bebop! But that I can understand cause thats actually a prettty normal song and its not really that anime status but its still awsome.

Jennifer even likes Rewrite. Yeaht that song is totally my ringtone along with Ai suru koto ga boku wo ugokasu from Kai Doh Maru, Sayonara and the opening of Saikano, I think i can and runners high from The pillows/furi kuri, Narutechno and the naruto battle theme from when sasuke fights Orochimaru for the first time in the forest of death. Okay that makes me sound like a total narutard! GOD DAMN IT!

IM NOT A NARUTARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okay theres like begining to be nothing to talk about now.. err... write about WHATEVER!
I got DMC3 from kyle and i played it yesterday, its pretty fun. Storyline is crap and its pretty hard but its fun. I mean I like reading the Manga too but whatever. I think i like the manga better hehehehe. Maybe I should let Kyle borrow that? >.< I totally killed people at MARVEL vs CAPCOM today!!!! I totally rock a** at that game! Gambit and Spiderman all the way!! Woo!!!!


Bored
Why is it that life has to be so boring? I mean yesterday was like the worst friday night ever. Why do fridays suck a** now?! dude, its all about wednesdays now, Wednesdays are the new Fridays!!! Theres like never anybody online...... i mean here on Gaia that is. People suck and are retarded. Maybe cept for the people you messege me alot..... then your not retarded.
Oh and just so you know Sasuke, YES I DO like your brother better! He's hot and evil and older and more powerful than you! He's like everything your trying to be but never will be. Therefore I pick Itachi over you.

That doesn't mean we can't still hang out though cause your my homie and i like talking to you. Unless of course you hate my guts now. In which case i really dont care.

So anyway I have retarded homework to do this weekend. I was REALLY hoping Arathen would get online so we could rp but i havent seen him on. crying I miss him sad And I wanna talk to the dude that came to the door in his badass ******** thor armor and hammer o.0 dude that was frunking awsome! hehehe i havent said frunking in a while.

dramallama dramallama dramallama dramallama Llama PARTY!!!!!! dramallama dramallama dramallama dramallama


Crazy huge fight at my mom's bf's brother's 25th anaversary
(The reason why I didn't see the fight)
Dude! I went to a 25th Anaversary at the Elk's lodge today and everything was cool and what not. I chilled in the bathroom on the couch XD dude that bathroom is sweet! I would have been sleeping there but STUPID chicks were in there! I HATE STUPID PREPPY GIRLY CHICKS!!! scream I HATE THEM WITH A PASSION THAT BURNS WHITE HOT OF A THOUSAND SUNS!!!!!! Anyway so I have this thing, after I eat i get super sleepy for some reason and i like NEED to sleep. But alas, STUPID CHICKS were in my beloved bathroom and I couldn't sleep cause they were taking up the couch. I was like Grrrrrr.... So I went home to get some rest.

(the fight)
So aparently one of the bride's maids bf's like is a ******** JERK and pushes her around and talks crap about her family and stuff. He totally talked some crap at the WRONG TIME. How the ******** you gonna talk crap about a person's family.. at a family gathering? Dude, these people are MEZ-CAN so they can kick some pretty hard a** cause theys is all GANGSTAZ! So the family heard this ******** retard talking crap and they 'took it outside' but it wasnt really outside it was more like in the lobby. Dude like 10 ******** guys that were all her cousins when and beat the s**t outta her boyfriend! So like there were all these dudes fighting and then they were kicked all the way out of the building and started like smashing faces into walls and what not.
So like all these dudes are fighting right? The b*****d guy runs away right as some more cousins come to help. The new cousins that came to help thought that the jerk guy was one of the guys who was beatin up the REAL b*****d dude. That's were everything went downhill.... AND AWSOME! (but sad cause it ruined a very important 25th anaversary) So the new cousins started beating the crap outta that one guys friend and and then the guy was like"Dude no thats my friend you mother ********!" and started beating the crap outta the new cousins. So everyone was fighting everyone.

Meanwhile (back at the batcave *batman scene change theme*) : Inside the party was still going and like some dudes went to tell some other people and the girls were all "Where the ******** is he? We'll go beat the ******** outta him!" but by then the fight was already over and what not.
Then the p-O-lice came and stuffs and people's tux's were stained with blood (Have a nice time paying for that mrgreen )

(How I found out)
My sister went outside and saw my mom's bf's cousin, Michael, Covered in blood and the police were surrounding the enterance and stuffs

How crazy is that!? ....Damn Mexicans.... (*ish mexican herself*) mrgreen well anyway thats all so umm enjoy the craziness... you bastards that dont leave comments


Sandwich
Okay so a few days ago I had this subway sandwich in my fridge and I was REALLY hungry. It was like 4am but I was like "dude... so hungry.. need sandwich..." So I got the sandwich and a sippy cup full of kool-aid ( i love sippy cups ^_^). I layed down on the living room floor because my friend, Margeaux, was sleeping over and she already passed out on the couch next to me. So I open the wrapping around it and look at the sandwich.... I fell in love..... eek I made love to that sandwich!! It was sooo good! I was like "Oh sandwich.... you are soooo good. How do you do the things you do to me? Your so satisfactory." Then I would bite it "Oh my god... its like and orgasim in my mouth. How do you pleasure me so?" Then I was like almost finished with it "Sandwich you'll die soon but thats okay cause you'll die knowing you've pleased me. And I will still love you after you die cause you know... aftertaste" The whole time I was like 'Please dont wake up Margeaux.'
heheh my favorite one was "Sandwich, your so good that if you were a dude I'd totally do you" blaugh it was hilarious. Then my Kool-aid got jealous so I couldn't drink it anymore. Poor Jealous Kool-aid... I know you were my first love but that doesn't mean you can be my only love. (Wow that's like way mean) biggrin Sorry kool-aid. I still love you! Like the BIG TIME love! How could I not love you?! You so.... GOOD! If kool-aid was a guy I'd probably bang him. SO far i've met not one hot guy that matches up to kool-aid, my binder, or sandwich...*sigh* Not even one as hot as Dante Sparda.... I don't think they exsist..... how sad for me, cause Dante is Hot Sexy stuff. Not just hot... not just sexy but Hot Sexy! How'd I get from Sandwich to hot sexy dante? I have no idea but whatever... I gotta get to class ^_^ byes


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