As spring drifts off in the near past, the summer seems to be peeking around the corner. The heat at work today was almost unbearable and the crappy workfan they have set up for me is barely an antidote to the oven-environental workplace scream . In any case it's a good chance to catch some rays and go swimming in my free time, when I'm not on here that is lol. On other notes about spring disipating; it is my belief that when spring comes, a sense of happiness and calm, along with flirtation signs of lovebirds come with the season. Maybe I watched Bambi too much as a lil one.... but now I believe that it's only the opening of the chance for your heart to be broken and stomped on. I think I like winter better now. It may be cold but in my eyes during winter there's such a mysterious and intriguing environment. Sometimes I wonder if my general outlook on life and mood is effecting by the seasons or the day.
In other news I ended up at a friend's the other day and relaxed outside near the pool and kicked back, shooting the breeze and chilling without a worry for the time period, obviously not a workday. After a couple coronas and some comforting music I finally got alot of stress off of me as of recent. Though as most things that are bad, a repeating process tends to poke in the schedule.
I had a fight with my ex recently... still felt pretty broken and talking to her didn't help. I thought about some horrible things and then thought about doing some horrible things..... reminds me of old times heh. I'm gonna decide to not worry about it and change my direction of attention to someone who has captured my eye an takes my mind off of all the irritation that life has been throwing at me lately. Mew!
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