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I'm a person too, you know. Not something you can just up and go off on whenever YOU feel shitty. I feel shitty at times too. I don't feel like dealing with people as well. Don't think I have NOTHING at all to worry about just because I'm 15. I have things to worry about. Nothing you may see as important, but it's important to me, so stop dismissing what I say as bullshit just because I'm not old enough to drink. You say I'm always being a little b***h, but have you ever stopped to think why? Not really. You just think I'm being a little b***h for no reason, because I have ABSOLUTELY NOTHING to worry about. I'm a person too. There ARE things I worry about, and that might not even be it. Stop acting like you know EVERYTHING about me, because really. You know nothing. At all. You don't. Because I can't ever talk to you anymore without getting yelled at for something. Really, I can't seem to get upset with anyone, because then I'M in the wrong, even though I got upset because of something YOU did. BUT. On the flipside, YOU can get upset and rant and cuss me out all the ******** you want. That's uh.......not fair. At all. Or at least in my opinion. You could at least leave me alone when I'm feeling shitty.....jesuschrist.
You stay stop blaming s**t on everyone else for my shortcomings and 'problems', but what do you do every time you yell at me? 'We always gotta take s**t from HER just because YOU don't wanna act right. I always have to do everything for YOU. etc. etc.' Aren't you blaming me for s**t because she pissed you off? That suuuuuure does sound like it..... Just a little piece of advice: Practice what you preach, brother. It will take you a long way.
And you. Over here talking s**t like you really needed to say anything in the first place. Shut the ******** up, dude. You two always say that I say s**t for no reason, and look at you running your mouth like you're actually important in this conversation. Dude, you're not. You're just pissing him off at me more, so shut....the hell...up. Do it now. Don't say anything in the first ********' place.
You all say that I'm always acting like I'm grown and I don't gotta do s**t for anybody. No, I'm a TEENAGER. And I know that. But for some reason, I'm still treated like a dog who can't bite anyone because it'll get smacked for it. If being 'mature' is rolling over and dying after someone cusses me out for stupid s**t, I guess I'm the most mature person in the world, ain't I? Because whenever I ATTEMPT to defend myself, I just get yelled at more and eventually back down.
Now you know why I was crying last night, if you heard me. Don't ******** yell at me like you're all big and bad and come into my room half an hour later trying to apologize by letting me do the exact same thing you yelled at me unnecessarily for 20 minutes to stop doing. s**t. Not a good look, dudes. Not at all. You shoulda just ignored me when I came out of my room to get my backpack. I didn't say anything to you, so why should you react to me? You shouldn't have. Jesus.
You know what...? If I can't do ANYTHING right, I blame you two. Because you're so constantly telling me as such and not even praising me for the things I CAN do decently. No, you just yell at me because it's not done correctly. If you want it done right, do it yourself. Jesus. If I'm SO useless, why do you even rely on me for s**t? If I'm so ugly, why do I even bother getting up in the morning? If I'm so fat, what's the point of trying to lose weight? There isn't, because you guys are always going to say that I'm fat, and you're always going to say I'm worthless. If my brothers even think that about me, what's the point of changing? Everyone's gonna think that, so there's no point. I think I'll take my chances in life as the fat weirdo in the corner of the class that talks to herself, thank you. Hopefully, I'll be the one realizing my dreams and you'll still be working at an entry-level position job at a department store, kthx. c: Love you. ******** you. Get the stick outta your asses and LMTFA. <3
 -ucello libero- · Sat Sep 11, 2010 @ 04:26pm · 0 Comments |
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