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Well, so it would seem that everyone hates me today. People that I thought I connected to, people I thought were the only one that cared enough on this net, told me they didn't care. It's silly for me to have this effect me, but when you have been friends with someone this long it leaves an empty feeling. If only you people pretty much heard the words exchanged, the person just doesn't give a ********. I don't know why, but he told me he didn't give a ********. So now I have one of my best and beloved friends hating me, another ignoring me, and another wanting to rape me.
As soon as he got a boyfriend, he ditched me. I guess he didn't need me as a friend no more. Well, it hurts, I know it's silly but it hurts. I tried to encourage him, try to prove he meant something in this world, and when him wanted to quit life, I tried to give him a reason to live. I said I loved him plenty of times... he always flips on me...
I ******** suck...
That shows how fickle people are.
I can't be his friend no more.
I can't just ... I don't even know what to do.
He doesn't care.
He doesn't even care.
HE DOESNT ******** CARE!
I ******** cared!
I cared a ******** lot!
I dont care if he was not here in RL, he was a friend and I cared!
A ******** lot!
Too much!
You know what...
******** it...
I have no damn friends...
 Roulette De Nuit · Sat Sep 23, 2006 @ 02:34am · 2 Comments |
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I touch myself when I am bored. That's like a 'gajillion' times.
Roulette De Nuit · Mon Jul 17, 2006 @ 04:32pm · 2 Comments |
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COMMENT IN MY PROFILE gonk
I promise to love and love you and love you and rape you and love you and love you!
Roulette De Nuit · Mon Jul 17, 2006 @ 04:32pm · 2 Comments |
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My Dying Entity
Could it be? That the peculiar shadow
That hovers over me, even now,
Was the very same one you said would
Protect me?
Our two entities, forming only an
Intimacy that cannot keeps us bounded
But break as easily, loves fickle fate
Trapped in a slow and painful pace
Keeping me from reaching the brightness
Of your entity, my entity. The antepenult
Our love has passed, to the next then last
Vanishing when you cease to feel my
Loves warmth and my forlorn kisses
Against your holy lips
Our love has set as quickly as the sun
Becoming as eldritch like the moons
Saddened appearance, forever. . .
Shunned by my hearts dainty thump,
As I fester in my mourn, regret, and oh-so
Misery that haunts my entity
You are but a solemn and troubled spirit
Which hovers protectively over my dying entity . . .
Roulette De Nuit · Wed May 03, 2006 @ 10:20pm · 0 Comments |
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