ok heres the deal, today I had an ultra sound because my doc thought I might have a cyst on my ovary (they think I'm fine now yay) so I wanted Mike to go with me and hold my hand cuz I was scared... we've been fighting for months about his gaming habits ( I have no problem with him playing video games, even a LOT of games, but thats ALL he EVER does! ) and he couldn't even stop playing games while I was getting an ultra sound, I can't deal with that, I've put up with hardly ever going out, I've delt with his friends coming over and being loud and obnoxious I've even delt with hardly having sex, but this was it, this was too much, it broke my heart and I will no longer be second to a video game, is it too much to ask for a little love and support from the man I love and who supposidly loves me? the ultra sound took about 30 minutes is that too much time out of his life to make sure I don't need surgery? to make sure I don't have cancer ( I do have a health problem that can make me prone to cancer, its not me being over dramatic here ) I work my a** off, he always needs money, I take care of him while he's sick, I do everything I can to make him happy (though I have been slacking for a long time, but can you blame me), and all he does is sit on WoW and he wants me to buy him a 360? yeah I don't think so the only presents he's ever bought me he bought with MY MONEY! I never feel important or beautiful sense I've been with him, I feel that I am just a pain in his a**, an interuption from his games, and far be it for me to come between him and his true love, so I'm going to make him read this and give him an ultamatum... either things change before christmas, or I'm moving back to california, thats it, thats all I have left to say its not a threat anymore its a promise, Mike you will lose me if you don't change, and its not even because I'm mad about it anymore, I don't have energy to be mad anymore, I know I deserve better, and I'm hoping you can do better, but if not, its best we go our seperate ways now, insted of staying together because we "have to" we don't have to, I don't have to be here and if you want to spend all your time playing games, then you don't need me nagging you, you'll be happier alone, and to be honest I feel like you're baby setter and not your girl
