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GothiccLesbean
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a poem, about my emotions...
"A Dying Heart"
~Written by: Shadowa Heartfelt

Today
I think I've awakened in hell...
I want to fall back asleep,
and wake up safe and in your loving embrace.
I love you.
I'm confused.
Don't you love me too?
My love is unconditional,
but you say you want me to change.
Have I done something wrong from the start?
I love you....

My heart feels like it's breaking
But I know that I still love you.
My love keeps leaking out
and hatred being fed in.

You say you don't want me to be the way I am
But some days,
you say you don't want me to change.
My heart is torn in two directions.
One in heaven, with you.
Sweet, loving, best friends forever.
One in hell.
Aching, hating you, falling apart.

Why don't you help steer me
in the direction you want me to go?
I love it when you control me.
I love it when you tell me to hate you.
I love it when we argue.
I love it when my heart breaks for you.
I love you for you.
So what happened
to you
loving me
for
me?




 
 
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