I was hoping that when "I do" brake up with him~ I would go to the guy who really loves me and shows that he "does love me"
But Now the changing houses plan is finally taking progress and is commencing... and will become a reality to me in a few more days. Well my stay here was fun. I must say that! I really wanna cry just about now... but I cant... coz for one thing: a lot of people are here blaugh and second that would be a show of weakness stare ...
I am extremely sad. but no not to the point of suicidal ofcourse.
Wait I just had to put this in between of this story, like an hour ago...
A couple(2) of guys came here. And they showed interest in me. They are too damn aggresive scream !!! and ugly stare and I dont like how they flirt! stressed Its annoying me... and the fact that they're doing it infront of "my" guys!
now back to my "changing houses" situation... xp
Yuck! just the idea of it makes me sick... but like I said... EMOTIONS ARE STUPID... having EMOTIONAL BREAK DOWNS IS EVEN MORE STUPID-ER!!!
anyway... I think I should take this situation in a more mature manner...
anyway... Long Story ~ short... I will not be all Toooo emotional and just accept things that I cannot change right...?!
But Now the changing houses plan is finally taking progress and is commencing... and will become a reality to me in a few more days. Well my stay here was fun. I must say that! I really wanna cry just about now... but I cant... coz for one thing: a lot of people are here blaugh and second that would be a show of weakness stare ...
I am extremely sad. but no not to the point of suicidal ofcourse.
Wait I just had to put this in between of this story, like an hour ago...
A couple(2) of guys came here. And they showed interest in me. They are too damn aggresive scream !!! and ugly stare and I dont like how they flirt! stressed Its annoying me... and the fact that they're doing it infront of "my" guys!
now back to my "changing houses" situation... xp
Yuck! just the idea of it makes me sick... but like I said... EMOTIONS ARE STUPID... having EMOTIONAL BREAK DOWNS IS EVEN MORE STUPID-ER!!!
anyway... I think I should take this situation in a more mature manner...
anyway... Long Story ~ short... I will not be all Toooo emotional and just accept things that I cannot change right...?!
