H3Y 494!N
feeling better, thanks for asking.
Just occurred to me a little while ago that coming up next Tuesday is an important day, kind of snuck up on me >-<
And in the shock of it all, it gives me some hope and strength. Sure I still get anxious but feels a little bit better.
Every day, every hour, is that much closer to my goal.
Sometimes I don't think I'm strong enough but I'll be damned if I'm giving up.
Life is getting better, in it's own way. The only way. We're doing what we can, I want to try harder though, being as 'stubborn' as I am >.>
And yes, I am vaguely aware that people do read this. You can call it my cry for attention if you like, 'cept I'm mainly just doing it for myself, for now at least, as selfish as that sounds. Sorry guys. Just like to clear out my head before it implodes or explodes, whichever comes first....
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