Or just plainly annoying.
If you had no emotions, the wanting to survive wouldn't be there? Is that what you'll tell me? That shall link back to the question I just asked. What do you humans live for? To have all of life lived? For pleasure? Friends? Money with greed?
Damn you all... Becuse there is no place that I want to be. Why are you attached to one certain place? Has the grim reaper failed to claim you yet? Or are you just holding out becuse of your family and friends who will say, "If only it was me and to him/her". Bah! It just means that they don't suffer as much. They want to die to end their own suffering or not have to go with annother one lost in their life. The pain'll never go away with you damned beings. Nothing will ever go away. You'll be blinded by the fact that you could have done something and will never let anything out again and then something else bad will happen.
Like your parents dieing. You might have missed a chance to save them, but maybe they gave their lifes for you. Would you say, "It's all my fault"? Of course you would. But what did they give their lifes for? You to mope around like the whole world has ended and you can't even do something? What about the others in your life? Meaningless.
Yeah. That's right, meaningless.
All of the lives everywhere shall die one day or another. And you can do nothing to stop it. Everything shall go wrong, and nothing can go right. So why do you fight for everything that you have now? It will all be gone one day or another. One way or another. Sooner than you might expect. A small amount of truth can be explained by what humans acctualy think is true.
When I think this way, it makes me feel as if I am no longer human. As if I'm thinking as if I was something else. But one's mind is still narrow-sighted.
