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how come im the only one here
how come i have an extra beer
how come everyone...has someone...to call them dear
it cant be happening
no it cant it cant be happening
my biggest fear! my biggest fear! ahhhhh

WATS WRONG WITH ME
blood tears dripping down my face
WAT CAN IT BE
no women that i can trace
WATS HAPPENING
this fear is all that becomes me
and will i ever see
the thought of her and me!

this guy the case she canse see
her parents! probably wont approve of me
i say let the desicion be made
let the decision be made let the decision be made
O NO!
IT CANT BE HAPPENING!
MY GREATEST FEAR ITS UNRAVELING!

WATS WRONG WITH ME!
im breathing heavily
WHAT CAN IT BE
why cant i see
WHATS HAPPENING
she never wants to see me!

its my sphceological
semi prophitibal
really entertainable!
fear
fear
fear!
fear of being alone
fear of never being loved
fear of never being hugged
fear of never letting myself be happy
i try to help her with someone else
fear of never sleeping
with her face in my mind all night looooong

ITS HAPPENED TO ME!