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Allow me to Remember... I suffer from memory loss...this journal is going to help me remember stuff that I don't want to forget. Ever

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Why does my dad hate me?
I'm sorry is hat to strong of a word? Let me rephrase that then...why does my dad dislike me?
Is that a better word for you? Because honestly no matter what word I use, my own father still doesn't like me.
So, why does he hate, oh I'm sorry, dislike me?
Well, there's the fact that I have blue hair, so that's one.
I'm not very good at school. That's two.
Aaannnddd because I don't take any of his bullshit, that's three.
Oh and there's the fact that no matter what I do, I'm still not good enough. Four.
I can give you four reason why my own father doesn't like me, and here's the thing: there's probably a whole lot more, I just can't think of them.
Look, there's nothing here to be proud of. I mean, look at me. Really, look at me.
I'll never get straight A's, I won't be on the honor roll. Hell no matter what I do, or how hard I try it'll never be good enough for him.
I'm not into sports much anymore. I prefer painting and music and writing. I show him a piece of art, he scoffs and says that anyone can sit down and paint a picture.
This is who I am, blue hair and all. It takes courage to do what I do, to be myself. All of these people want me to change. Want me to be "normal". But what the hell is normal? How do we know that blue hair isn't normal?
My dad hates that I dress and look the way I do, but like I said before this is me. If he can't be proud of me for who I am, then because of that, he's not worth my time...

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