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Bonjour. I am DeadTediGoezRawrz. I plan to write about everything. Mostly just what comes to mind at the moment. Which, if using my mind, could be absolutly anything. You dont have to read the bulk of my writing, if it is long, but feel free to comme
(dare I post a poem) Puppetier
Puppetier
Pull a string
Tug a thread
Body lifeless
Practically dead

Pull me left
Tug me right
You know I'm worthless
I can't fight

Getting back
Won't ever work out
The most I can do
Is grumble and pout

No 'freedom of expression'
No knowledge to know
I have to keep perfect and plain
Or I won't look good in the show

Master choosing my outfits
Master tightening my strings
Master painting my eyes
Master fixing everything

Perfect white sundress
All pressed and ready to please
Blonde Haired curled and pretty
Perfume sprayed, making me wheeze

Hated words mumbled
Under my invisible breathe
As the curtains are pulled
All eyes peircing, like death

Masters' hand hidden
Pulling me to and fro
Helpless body dancing
Jumping and jerking like a doe

Roaring clapping and laughter
Bury me alive
Strings way to tight
Can't even close my eyes

Muscles feel tight
Yet I still move free
Master choosing my movements
My heart screaming to flee

Unseen tears
Streaming down my porcelain face
Master seeing nothing
I'm just her stupid showcase

Bright painted eyes
Hiding depression and shame
What master makes me do
Pretending I'm a game

But no one really knows
The real, secret me
Every glance that I give
Is a silent, hidden plee

Inside I scream
Growling a cursed blame
I'm actually quite savage
Bull that I'm tame

Master shows me all perfect
She can gloat all she dares
Always acting like
I have no worries or cares

It's actually quite bothersome
Cauase she knows the real me
But she still makes me pain
My fake smiles full of glee

She always whispers to me
'Be quiet. Don't fear.'
But I'll always be the puppet
And she, the Puppetier.


sorry for it being so long ^^' thanx for lasting this long and actually finishing haha A+ for you


If you look everybody here is trying on new faces, and the ones that fit are suprisingly Contagious
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