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Travis
He says He misses us.
When he actually has a chance to come over he doesn't.
I wish he'd tell us the truth. I mean, i can usually tell when people are lying to me, or if they are annoyed or something but Travis is all a blur.
I don't think he misses us at all.
God I hate him so much right now.
Alex turned him into a total a*****e.
His 1st a*****e-ish time: Travis and Alex were giving me Charlie Horses. He has never hit me before!!! Now I am deathly afraid of charlie horses and I twitch whenever I think someone's going to hit me or they're just cutting food with a knife!!!
I mean Travis is really sweet but i don't know.
there was times where he'd hug me or hold me for no reason but there was 1 time where it just didn't feel right.
But the wierd thing is it's always me. He doesn't go up to felisha and hold her for no reason. it's me. and he's always letting me use his things. i mean sure, there's been times where he lets other people use things but he asks me first.
I don't know.
I hurt inside.
I miss him too much.
I wish i didn't
I don't know what to think of him anymore.
Blue_eye_cry said she'd talk to him about how I have been feeling towards him.
some how i don't know if i want her to talk to him about it any more 'cause im afraid he will talk to my mom about it and i don't like talking to my mom 'cause she always tries to make me change to how she thinks or feels about something. ugh. i just don't know.
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