~*~ well, i hate life n most thinz dat happen wit it........every damn day, a kid alwayz haz 2 like me.........i wish dey can all just die stare i try so hard 2 get ova da queer (mi sis meg no'z wat i mean)............. n i did...... but most thinz haz 2 remind me of him ......everynite i lay in bed n think bout dat poem i rote (c in profile) n a tear endz up fallin outta mi eye.......... i got married on gaia, Sept. 1st bout 4:30 in da mornin (NY/ Gerogia time) but i hav a stong feelin mi husband iz kinda cheatin on me i really lov him but i guess he don't lov me n-e-more cry it'z like wat i alwayz tell mi-self wen i fall in heart
"DEAR DIARY.... I MET A HOT BOY....... PREPARE 2 B SHADERED"
y don't da guyz i like, like me bac....... i just wish most people can b honest wit me n tell me da truth....... if dat would happen, i'd b a happier person (NOT DAT I M A HAPPY PERSON) but i hav a terrible pain in mi heart cuz 1 of mi fearz iz 4 da boy i like 2 hav a 1st gf b4 me i try so hard 2 get ova him but i can't cuz I'M IN LOV WIT HIM heart .....y doezn't he like me bac...... i'd do n-e-thin 4 him..... i even almost killed mi-self a long time ago cuz i waz madly in lov wit him........ i think da thinz i buy him don't mean jack 2 him........ all it meanz 2 him iz "YAY.... I GOT DIZ, N NOW I CAN SHOW IT OFF xd " but 2 me.. it meanz more..... alot more......... i just wish he can b honest wit me all da time <------- bout da queer
Zerrotan (gaia husband) makez me happy..... but i think he'z cheatin on me...... BIG TIME.......... plz Zerrotan, tell me da true.... r u cheatin on me? if u r, just tell me....... i won't get mad, but i'll b heartbroken ............. nothin of me would b left but da broken crystalz of mi shadered heart heart just plz........... tell me da truth Zerrotan.... do u lov me.....?
n u 2 queer (u no who u r) i new u since sept. 8th (2005) wen we 1st started skool, n i bought u most thinz dat u wanted.. N WAT DA HELL DID U EVA GET N /OR DO 4 ME?! scream stressed I DID ALL THOZE THINZ 4 U CUZ I LOV U ~*~
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