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just a quote I liked ^_^

When we cannot bear to be alone, it means we do not properly value the only companion we will have from birth to death - ourselves. ~Eda LeShan

and a website I need to follow later

http://db.gamefaqs.com/computer/doswin/file/morrowind_goty_a.txt

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Have you ever had a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain it.
7. Describe me in 1 word.
8. What was your first impression?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. When was the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
15. Are you going to put this in your journal and see what I say about you?

mWAHAHAHAH I just chopped him up good time... xd j/k anyways I just chopped up a deer. My brother in law (my first cousins commonlaw huz (my first cuz is like my sister so yea)) went and shot that deer and I butchered it to make steaks and stew parts ^_^ I love deer meet ^_^ and I don't know what else...LOL I win! ^_~ oh well...I can't wait to eat him...

okay last night I found someone to love and love me back..^_^ so now I am no longer single...she is awesome but sadly I won't see her again for a little while...(we are writting letters back and forth though)

Name: Kael (pronounced: Kayell) Moonshadow
Age: 17
Gender: Male
Occupation: Student
Country of Origin: Canada
Brief History: remembering only fragments of his past and most of it having to do with his clan from Canada his life and memories mainly remain that of the monastary. But he, being the son of a great cheiftan of the St'at'imc Nation in Canada, he remembers some memories that were not his own. Knowing nothing of how he was supposed to live, he lives in the monastary as a student with the others.
Brief Description or Photo: He is about five foot ten tan skin, (for he is native), black silky hair which is rather long usually put into braids, warrior like look, moves with some stealth and grace.
Personality: Dark with a lot of caring qualities but very stubborn at times.
Strengths/Likes:
Weaknesses/Dislikes:

Something has happened!

I have changed, for the better? who knows? I've decided its time to not be fake anymore. To realize the true meaning of being who I am online. not to be the fake person that everyone can love and adore! I am changing back to myself. my real self that if you knew me in real life you'd know me online kinda self. its one of those things that happen when one realizes how fake their life is online and then I just had to do it. I hurt someone that could have been dear to me but who knows? I don't even know who reads these...(if you read these let me know so I know if I should censor or not) but I ******** hate it...I don't know what to do and I am so confused. I almost thought about leaving this world forever (not the real world) but then I thought about my chats with a friend named Blue, she really straightened stuff up for me...^_^ I thought about those words... "I would care..." and "I would remember you!" I remember those words clearly as an echo and I will give it a few more shots at this...but I will not be the fake I was in the past, now I am me and nothing anyone doesn't like about it can just go and find a nice corner to suck on! that's all..I'm out
---JB===

2tbs basil,
1tbs cayenne,
2tbs oregano,
6tbs paprika,
2tbs, garlic salt,
2tbs thyme,
1tbs white pepper,
1tbs salt,
6tbs parsley,
mix well

Time & Shifts
When the clock hits the bottom of the sea, something might happen.
This event will end anything and everything I know.
Nothing can be the same, and nothing will ever be the same.
Everything is gone now, and nothing is no more.
The True reality is right in front of the world of tonight.
When time comes the changes will be in full effect.
Loss & Despair are not there.
When will this world come forth and envelope me with the warmth of life and joy?
When will someone come and rescue me?
The is near...
When will my clock fall?