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Ok now i have to try writing it to see if i squirm or not. lol. my little brother is getting married in 2 or 3 weeks now. just turned 20 but oh well. as lnog as she is 18. but she already has a kid from her first relationship. big kicker is shes mormon and comes from a mormon family. has republican god loving psychos written all over it. sure part of me has to try being supportive of my brother even if hes an idiot. but i guess in the end the problem is the acceptance. i just cant accept mormons. got that hatred from grandpa. i really wish i could get his input. but the idea almost stings knowing hes gone and i cant. my grandma might know why he hated them so much but somehow i doubt she would. probably just knows that he did. but i still have something to stand by him on. I HATE MORMONS!!!!. doesnt matter if they are nice people because their faith tells them to be nice people anyways. if my brother decided to convert id have to disown him as my brother crossing the line that i really dont know him anymore and i cant talk to a mormon. its like talking to a republican wall. trouble is they forget the difference between church and state. suddenly politics and religion are all that matter on this one. maybe because its an election year and i want to set every person who votes for someone like mccain on fire. i guess im just asking in general is it possible to let it go and accept reality. its inevitable but that doesnt make it right. id love to use boxes of the book of mormon as firewood but i cant let that go to help my brother. i want to know why. maybe someone can answer that question without saying something that would make it worse or maybe the answer i need is from someone whos been dead for just over 6 months. but still i need help. but not something that makes it worse...guess theres no light at the end of the tunnel on this is there...
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