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4:09 am :: Rivermaya-- Alab ng Puso |
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Stole this from some girl's livejournal -__-;;
in 2005 I've...
[x] broken a promise
[x] made a new friend
[x] fallen in love
[ ] fallen out of love
[x] done something I swore never to do
[x] lied
[ ] stole
[x] went behind your parents back
[x] cried over a broken heart
[x] disappointed someone close
[x] hidden a secret
[x] pretended to be happy
[ ] got arrested
[ ] kissed in the rain
[ ] slept under the stars
[ ] kept your new years resolution
[x] forgot your new years resolution
[x] met someone who changed your life
[x] met one of your idols
[x] changed your outlook on life
[x] sat home all day doing nothing
[ ] pretended to be sick
[ ] left the country
[ ] almost died
[x] told the person you love how you really feel
[x] given up something important to you
[ ] lost something expensive
[x] learned something new about yourself
[x] tried something you normally wouldnt try and liked it
[x] made a change in your life
[x] found out who my true friends were.
[x] made a total fool of yourself
[x] met great people
[x] gotten a tan
[x] had a b/f or g/f?
[x] lost a really good friend
[x] gained a really good friend
[x] got drunk
[ ] physically fought a family member
Geh.... =/
 Kris · Sun Jan 08, 2006 @ 12:13pm · 0 Comments |
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8:52 pm :: listening to Now That I Have You (movie) |
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I stole a looooong quiz/survey thingy from Froggy!! =D (gaia user, not my ex-bf)
>time started: 8:53 pm
>full name: Kristine Lynette Guzman
>nickname(s): Nette, Kris, Yume, Pig/piggy, BD (beautiful dead), b***h etc.
>birthday: May 13, 1983
>where were you born: Cabugao, Ilocos Sur, Philippines
>zodiac sign: Taurus
>height: 4'11 3/4"
>weight: too heavy -__-;;
>hair color: Black
>eye color: dark dark brown
>shoe size: 7-71/2 US women's
>ring size: I don't know; I don't wear them.
>skin type: dark, tans easily, also dry and oily at the same time >=O
>blood type: A
>grade: sophomore in college
>GPA: baaaad/low/not good enough for Hidekazu, obviously
>siblings: sister-- Charise, brother-- Rafael
>tattoos: None
>piercings: earlobes
>hobbies: obsessing over/stalking ex-bf, sketching, buying/cutting/sewing fabrics, taking pics, painting, drawing, eating, internet!!
>favorite
>color: red
>food: rice!! and many dishes -__-;;
>candy: I suppose I like chocolate covered macadamia nuts -__-;;
>type of cheese: cheddar
>pizza topping: super supreme!!
>salad dressing: None.
>sandwich: BACON =D
>cereal: fruit loops, cornpops, cocoa puffs =D
>fruit: mango, strawberry, banana
>vegetable: CAULIFLOWER!!!
>berry: strawberry =D
>cake: BRAZO DE MERCEDES =D~
>book: dictionaries!!!
>movie: many movies with amazing costumes =D
>magazine: Zink, Vogue, Elle, and gazillion other fashion magazines!!
>newspaper: I don't read newspapers
>tv show: Project Runway!! CSI, Law and Order, SVU, CI
>website: Rivermaya.net, UGT =D
>radio station: KISS FM with Ryan Seacrest hahaha
>font: papyrus!! textura precissus
>cartoon character: CLAMP characters!!
>artist (painter): Gustave Courbet =D
>actor: Johnny Depp is hot =D I like Morgan Freeman, and other actors...
>actress: So many of them!!
>cd: I don't really have any CDs
>song: Rivermaya songs written and sung by Rico Blanco, wooo =D-- You'll Be Safe Here <3
>music group: Rivermaya <3 Parokya ni Edgar, Eraserheads, Barbie's Cradle
>music type: pinoy rock
>day of the week: Saturday, Sunday
<<break: 9:15 pm>>
<<resume: 10:50 pm>>
>month: December
>season: Winter
>holiday: All Saints Day, Christmas
>shampoo: dandruff shampoo, cause I suck like that )=
>conditioner: uber conditioning conditioners cause I fried my hair like that )=
>number: 13
>phrase: "OMG"
>store: the WHOLE of the fabric district downtown LA =D
>weather: chilly windy cloudy days =D
>restaurant: Chinese restaurants =D <3
>channel: USA, TNT, BRAVO, Filipino channel (I really have no cable right now )= )
>teacher: I really liked Pat from Form and Space II
>weekend activity: Internet/sewing/talking to friends online and phone SLEEP!!! (I used to just do hw )= )
>hangout: Uh.... Internet?
>house color: white/red/blue green
>sport to watch: dunno, baskaetball, if anything, I guess.
>sport to play: I used to like badminton, was in riflery team in high school
>animal: I used to be obsessed with frogs. I like cats now.
>flower: I can't even begin to think about picking just one!! I love ALL of them =O
>guy's name: Right now, my favourite guy is Berto -__-;;
>girl's name: Lovely -__-;; XDDDD
>board game: Monopoly... I guess
>party game: I don't know any...
>story from childhood: Faerie tales!!!! And scary stories =D
>body part: BUTT!!!
>have you ever
>been on a train: No
>been on a plane: Yes
>been in a car accident: No
>caused a car accident: No, and hopefully I never will.
>run into a wall: Yes >_<
>burned a potato chip: No. o_O
>almost burned the house down: ... maybe....
>smoked: No
>been drunk: YES
>been high: No
>broken the law: Probably
>burned a cd: Yes
>kissed someone of the opposite sex: barely
>kissed someone of the same sex: No
>frenched an animal: No!
>made out: probably
>had cyber sex: "I put on my wizard hat..." XDDDD
>gotten engaged: Nope
>had an online relationship: Yes, SAD
>been rejected by a crush: I am rejected b***h incarnate
>loved: Yeah.... I thought so
>made yourself cry to get out of trouble: probably
>cried in public: Happens ALLLL the time, I'm a crybaby
>cried over a movie: Live vicariously through ANYTHING, so yeah.
>fallen asleep in a movie theater: No... wanted to, though
>given someone a bath: yes... SAD
>been to a boarding school: Nope
>been home-schooled: Nope
>lost a valuable item: Yeah, like my ssn card and my permanent resident card >=O
>bungee jumped: Never!!
>skied: No )=
>met the president: nope
>met a celebrity: Met Jake Shimabukuro, Lisa Loeb, and Betsey Johnson briefly... saw Frankie Muniz, too.
>gotten a cavity: YES!! )*=>
>shopped at abercrombie & fitch: Gone in, didn't like it, went out.
>made a prank call: Nope.
>skipped school: ALLLLL the time
>faked sick to get out of school: I wish
>purchased something that you knew didn't fit: I used to buy large clothing all the time... when I was a small.
>climbed a tree: Yes
>fallen from a tree: yes
>broken a bone: nope
>sprained anything: yes
>passed out: Yeah... passed out drunk. I don't remember puking or getting undressed by a gay guy. Yeah.
>made yourself pass out: I suppose chugging vodka straight is making myself pass out. So yeah.
>been to disney world: Nope
>been to a theme park (not disney): Yes
>said i love you and meant it (not to a relative): I think so.
>made a model volcano (working model): Nope, I can't say I have.
>made a clover leaf with your tongue: Not talented like that, nope.
>past
>what did you do yesterday: I can't remember, I'm sure I did stuff with my sis and we watched a scary movie in the living room with our stuffed toys on her sleeping bag and under my comforter XDDD
>memory you miss the most: feeling like I belong
>memory you want to forget: Like, probably half my life, I want to forget
>something you regretted after it was done: abusing Hidekazu? being in a relationship with frog for 4 years? moving to the United States? Choosing to become an artist instead of someone smart and doing something that actually contributes to the community... lots of things, because I just suck like that.
>song you heard: them for Amelie
>cd you bought: I don't know.
>thing you said: "I would marry Salma Hayek if I were a guy. I want kids."
>time you cried: Tuesday night/Wednesday morning?
>movie seen in a theater: Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire, or whatever it is...
>thing you ate: broccoli tempura
>person who called: Berto
>nail polish shade worn: black?
>time you showered: I don't shower =O XDDD
>person who complimented you: I don't know...
>what are you listening to: theme for Amelie
>what are you wearing: a skirt, shirt, and green sweater.
>what are you thinking: "I wonder where he is now, or what he's doing..." (not frog)
>what are you scared of most: If something were to happen to someone close to me online, and to have no way of contacting them due to this, or something happening to myself and not being able to tell them--- exactly Froggy's (gaia user) words, except it already happened. Oh well.
>how many people are on your buddy list: AIM: 209, MSN: about the same, maybe a little less
>future
>occupation: costume designer, illustrator
>marriage site: I wish it could be on an amazingly breathtaking cathedral
>honeymoon: some isolated island, yeah... NOT Kauai >=O
>place to live: LA =D Or somewhere nice and quiet
>kids: I want two.
>car: mini!! =D
>what are you doing tomorrow: More cleaning and whining/bitching
>do you think george bush will be reelected: Nope.
>will there be a wwIII: Most likely
>will politics ever be truthful: HAH
>will humanity snuff itself out: downward spiral to s**t.
>can the gov. be changed: Possibly
>friends
>best friend: I have many bestfriends, all have affected me in different ways.
>funniest: a lot of them are funny, that's why they're my friends (=
>silliest: sometimes Ron (=
>loudest: sometimes it's Berto =D
>quietest: maybe Em? sometimes (=
>craziest: a lot of them are crazy, that's how we ended up in art school-- asylum for the crazy.
>calmest: Em again (=
>skinniest: Hmmm.... maybe Annika, don't talk or see her much anymore, though... ah yes, Amanda!!
>best secret keeper: It was Hidekazu, yup. He sure knew how to keep a secret.
>worst secret keeper: Trishen!!! LOL
>the one you have but don't want: I got rid of all of them. Yes. PLURAL.
>smartest: I know a lot of smart ********, too. Let's not get into them, cause they already know they're smart.
>peppiest: Must be Dana. LOL
>most hyper: Hmmm... a whole bunch of them are crazy hyper... -__-;;
>hottest: I'd have to say.... goddammit, ALL of them are hot, except me )=>
>guy: I don't get this question. XD, I don't get it, either -__-;;
>weirdest: Yeah... the weirdest in art school? Good luck picking which one -__-;;
>biggest pervert: Berto and Nessie!!!! Especially when they get together XDDDD
>most annyoing: my sister >=O
>shyest: I dunno... -__-;;
>most religious: Ren -__-;;
>do you believe in
>heaven: Maybe
>hell: YES
>angels: Yes
>devil: yeah...
>god: yes
>buddha: yeah.... -__-;;
>aliens: OF COURSE!!
>ghosts: Lots of them... everywhere.
>spirit (soul): Yes
>soulmates: I DESPERATELY NEED to believe in it...
>reincarnation: I hope so, I don't wanna ******** this life up and then not be able to come back to do better. With my luck, I probably won't be reincarnated, though.
>love at first sight: I also desperately need to believe in it...
>karma: maybe, maybe not, I get s**t, either way.
>love in general: )=
>luck: Good luck, bad luck, I attract bad luck, yet somehow seem lucky enough.
>yourself: just a little bit, not quite enough
> crush
>who and when was your first crush: I think it was this kid named Luis in first grade... -__-;;
>any now: not after he broke my heart 4 times in one day.
>a celebrity crush: Orlandom Bloom!! Daniel Radcliffe -__-;; >_<
>who do you want to be with right now: a forgotten memory that really never was
>whos number do you want: maybe just maybe this one guy who treated me the best ever, but things went bad, yeah.
>who do you want to kiss: no one in particular
>what is something you dont understand about the opposite sex: why they have to act like complete, utter jerks.
>if you could go on a date with anybody, who would it be: the same guy whose phone number I want =O
>on scale of one to ten, how romantic are you: I'd probably be on like... 9, if given the chance. Except not really.
>first thing noticed about the opposite sex: Hair.
>what do you look for personality-wise: funny, patient, nice, loyal
>biggest turn on: what I just said
>biggest turn off: JERKS
>something they wear that turns you on: skirts =D <3 XDDD LOL
>something they wear that turns you off: wifebeaters =/
>the most romantic thing you want to happen to you: be swept off my feet by a mediterranean/european gazillionaire =O XDDD LOL, if I dream, I might as well go all out
>the most romantic thing that has happened to you: It's a toss up between the guy whose number I want, offering his hand up to me to help me down the back of his truck, and the ex hugging me and kissing the top of my head after we got up from dinner with friends -__-;;
>what do you wear on a coffee date: I don't drink coffee, but I would probably wear a dress and a sweater/jacket
>is it right to flirt if you're taken: if by flirting, you mean just have fun with or endure getting hit on by friends, -__-;; sure why not
>is cyber cheating: YES
>are eyes the passegeway to the soul: Sometimes people lie. Like crazy.
>who would you like to take to the prom: Never went to prom... wanted to take the ex, but now I change my mind, I'd pick the guy who helped me down the back of his truck.
>do you want to hug somebody right now: not particularly -__-;;
>do you know what an aphrodisiac is: Chocolate!! LOL spanish fly? I dunno -__-;;
>describe
>mellow: laidback
>melancholy: spiral down to despair
>the perfect date: that guy again -__-;;
>the perfect mate: someone who has the same goals or who is willing to compromise with me.
>how m&m's are made: spin them fast like whoa =O
>why manhole covers are round: Holes are normally round, so the cover for them might as well be too? -- what Froggy (gaia user) said XDDD
>one or the other
>coke/pepsi: Pepsi
>sprite/7-up: Sprite
>boxers/briefs: Boxers
>gold/silver: Gold AND silver -__-;;
>vanilla/chocolate: Chocolate
>flowers/candy: FLOWERS!!!!
>book/magazine: FASHION magazines!! glossy pages, yum!! XDD
>tv/radio: TV
>glass half empty/half full: Half Empty
>democrat/republican: I don't do politics. >___>; But I'd say democrat!!
>colored pencils/markers: Coloured pencils =D
>coffee/tea: tea
>sun/moon: mooooon
>day/night: Nights, woooo!!
>hot/cold: cold
>dog/cat: Cat (=
>button/zipper: Zipper but buttons are cute!!
>cotton/feather pillow: cotton
>blue/purple: purple
>plumber/trashman: trashman!! when he comes, he collects garbage, when the plumber comes, something is wrong with my indoor plumbing, which makes me upset XDDD
>jeans/shorts: Jeans
>long distance relationship/none: I am at none, right now, I might want a long distance relationship, but an actual living breathing human being who is there is ideal right now.
>mechanical/regular pencil: Mechanical
>matt/ben: ben
>that 70's show/simpsons: Simpsons
>kelso/eric: Eric
>donna/jackie: Donna
>bart/lisa: Bart
>romeo/juliet: Juliet
>romantic comedy/thriller: romantic comedy woooo
>nsync/bsb: nsync =D I'd prefer SPICE GIRLS XDDD
>peanut butter/jelly: jelly and butter, muahahaha
>waffles/pancakes: Pancakes
>letter/email: E-mail
>florida/california: Yay California!!
>pizza/burgers: Pizza although sometimes I craaave burgers!! MONSTER BURGERS!!
>hat/visor: Hat
>football/rugby: soccer!! I'm jk... futbol!!
>iceskating/blading: Ice Skating
>movie at home/in theater: theater =D
> first thing you think of when you hear
>yellow: fabric-- dress wooo
>red lipstick: magazine spread -__-;;
>socks: go on floor -__-;;
>cowtipping: mean!!
>moulin rouge: nicole kidman
>greenland: iceland
>iceland: greenland
>harry potter: ron is funny XDD
>red: velvet
>blackberry: pie?
>rose: petals
>rooster: SARIMANOK XDDD
>taxes: crapness
>bill clinton: )=
>whipped cream: ugh
>george w. bush: grossness
>lollipops: licking/sucking boo
>dreams: nice house and family someday
>love: s**t
>guys: suck
>south park: pretty blocks of colour
>boy bands: MUAHAHAHAHA
>pengiuns: awwwww cuteness
>girls: -__-;;
>thong: suck
>death: escape/release
>spoons: oooh spooons <3
>junk mail: delete
>dairy: farm of smelly cows
>panties: granny panties =O
>your father: ugh....
>pizza: burp tastes like puke
>britney spears: *sings Toxic* LOL
>vitamin: not getting enough -__-;;
>are you
>happy: not really
>sad: quite often
>religious: used to be
>bitchy: depends on who is talking to me
>crazy: -__-;; XDDD >_< I can't deny it.
>messy: YES
>mad: sometimes, not all the time anymore
>slacker: OH YEAH
>nerd: at times, hahahahaa hahahahah hahahahahhahahahaha ahahahahhahahahahahahhahahaha *keeps laughing maniacally*
>bookworm: used to be
>jock: noo....
>preppy: nope, never
>selfish: it's my middle name
>giving: I don't think so....
>obsessive: yeah, I suck like that
>violent: I wish
>calm: like the sun and its molten surface and its storms -__-;;
>peaceful: I wish
>mellow: a little bit
>eccentric: Yes
>caring: I think so, but too selfish, really
>untrustworthy: I hope not
>loyal: yes, SADly
>patriotic: (=
>perverted: Yes I am
>colorful:yes
>artistic: yes
>miscellanoues
>what color is your jacket: red
>do you shave: yeah, when I'm not lazy or busy or tired or other stuff -__-;;
>where: in the tub
>what color is your razor: clear and blue
>what size is your bed: twin or single, I forget
>what color crayon would you be: maroon -__-;;
>what are the last four digits of you phone number: 2487
>feelings on abortion: never for me
>how long does it take you to shower: forever
>what does your screenname mean: just something from a Rivermaya song that made me feel good (=
>thoughts on blonde pop stars in general: thoughts on blondes in general.... I envy their colouring )=
>who do you trust the most: no one, really, it's hard to depend on people.
>is cussing a necessity in life: No, but sometimes it's apt.
>how about coffee: I puked the last time I drank coffee
>is the world screwed: yes
>what something you cant live without: AIR, material things, MONEY FOOD
>what time did you fall asleep: Last night it was around 12 or 1 am
>know what 69 means: Double Oral, I think...-- what Froggy (gaia user) said....
>how about 143: flips like to say that a lot... yeah it means I love you... in a really cheesy seemingly insincere way.
>can you live without a microwave: NO
>what do think about death: it is an escape or release from this crappy life/world
>where and when do you want to be married: I wanted to be married in my mid-20s once... in a church where people I know and know me would participate...
>do you want to drop out of school: Nope... but sometimes I wish I could
>why is the sky blue: Something to do with diffusion and blue being the highest/lowest something or tother that it is the only colour that gets through the atmosphere-- what he said
>what is a good trait about yourself: I don't really know sometimes.
>what do you always think about: Food.... and the ex... )=
>what is wrong with your school: it doesn;t market itself enough in the world so only some people know about it and people don't give it the respect it deserves.
>what is right with your school: it is hard as ********, and it really teaches students to do well in their future professions.
>how do you react to change: Usually negatively.
>do you talk to yourself: ALLLLL the time. I used to have entire conversations and arguments with myself -__-;;
>what is your opinion on love: is tricky and not always the smart thing to get into
>can you afford to lose weight: yeah... like 40 lbs
>what color would you dye your hair: I bleached it and dyed it orange once... it rocked.
>best thing anyones told you: people have told me the most amazingly ephipanic things... unfortunately, I have the memory of a goldfish.
>what is your reaction to someone telling you you're hot: you are lying -__-;;
>does being psycho appeal to you: sadly, yes
>if you wrote a book, what would it be about: 4 clans of vampires in an alternate but similar world
>what would you change your name to: Maria Fatima
>longest crush lasted how long: 4+ years?
>time finished: 12:41 am -__-;;
Yay!!
Kris · Sun Jan 08, 2006 @ 08:43am · 0 Comments |
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Yes, that's right. LOL I am crawling back.
I have been away this past year-- the whole of 2005, at Otis, living foundation hell, and then first semester of sophomore fashion. It was scary, it was weird, it became nice enough, then everything seemed great. But that was actually when things started getting bad... for my relationship with Hide, anyway. Which is, of course, always the focus of my life. Really sad. I don't really know about that stuff... best not to think about it so much. Yeah.
So I have a lot of stuff to organize and put away. The living room of apartment is a mess, and Vince is already home, Jenny will come back Saturday MORNING. I don't want her to have a heart attack. I also don't want her to kill me when she recovers from her heart attack. So yeah.... but my leg hurts... I should take tylenol and sleep.
But I am really excited with all the random scraps of fabric I have!! =D Weeeeee.
Dreading going back to school.
Kris · Fri Jan 06, 2006 @ 08:26am · 1 Comments |
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2:28 am :: Parokya ni Edgar-- All Right :: old |
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I showed Hide a pic of me that I thought was pretty, and he said I look old.
Damn it. I should stop talking to him. I did dump him yesterday, and was sneaky enough not to answer him when he asked why, and then blocked him. Ehehehe. That was the best try yet, I think. But he messaged me this morning saying he was sorry for being an a** yesterday. And I talked to him when I got up. So I don't know if the dumping was successful or not... but he's still an a** and he called me old. >=O
Speaking of which, I will be turning THIRTY in 9 years. Do I want to end up being a spinster old maid weird freak lady who scares little kids in the neighbourhood? Well, at one time, that seemed the perfect thing for me. But I don't want that. I want to have a kid or two old enough to be walking and running around and understanding things by the time I am 30. But how am I going to get kids? And how am I going to be able to support them? I have maybe 4-5 years to figure that out. Not much time... *sigh*
Man... I was feeling so pretty tonight, Corey even said I looked like the whore face on AIM.... but not really his words, haha just the kissy face on AIM, which *I* call whore face. But, once again, self-esteem is very low. Lucy said before that I have low self-esteem and it seemed bad, but I laughingly told her that as long as I was happy with myself, knowing I'm a loser is just fine. I should stop talking to Hide. I just come out of conversations with him feeling like such a big fat ugly OLD loser. It's true, I *SHOULD* do something to make myself better. But then, I LIKE myself. Why doesn't HE?
Kris · Thu Oct 07, 2004 @ 02:05pm · 2 Comments |
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9:24 am :: Sarah Geronimo-- Forever's Not Enough :: still bi |
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^tter
I still don't like Hidekazu even though I talk to him again now.
Sarah and her singing <3 even though I can't really relate to any of her songs... too bad I wasn't in LA this weekend and I couldn't go watch their concert, but oh well. Maybe someday. Not like she's never gonna have a concert in the US again. And even then, maybe I'll go back home and then I can go watch biggrin <3 <3 <3 Sarah
Didn't go to mass yesterday cause church had picnic at Lydgate and parents didn't wanna go. Woulda gone to mass at 7 am but lil bro's sunday school starts at 8.... and parents didn't want him to be late. So I said, okay, nm mass, I sleep. I woke up a little cause they were really noisy getting ready to go bring lil bro. He was late, anyway. XDDD Apparently, he comes in the door, and mom says she's sorry he's late, and then teacher's like "And you are?" and the kids yell out "Rafael!!" cause they're his classmates at Wilcox, too. Hahaha. That's really cute, but then, it wasn't cute when I was once again, sleeping happily, and he comes back all excited, walked ahead of parents, and kept his finger on the doorbell. I was gonna ignore it, but it would NOT stop. In my confusion, I thought parents must have forgotten key to the apartment. So I jumped out of bed and ran to the door. Lil bro still had his finger on the doorbell. Parents were just turning to the walkway to our door. Lil bro was like "Oh, Lynette, I didn't know you were there." ........... >_<**
But anyway, he fell asleep after that, and after lunch (super supreme pizza, yum), mom and I went to buy things. Wooo fabric!! And lace, yay. Then sweater, undies and a choker from macy's. I was happy.
Then last night.... ading was FREE :O gasp gasp gasp. Haven't talked to her much last week. She has a group project due tomorrow, I think, so she's been living in studio, haha. Good thing she remembers to go shower and sleep for 3 hours early in the morning. But she seems to be enjoying all that work, cause she has her friends with her in her group. So anyway, we talked on AIM, while lil bro called her and she had to listen to lil bro talking all about dinosaurs again XDD She was all excited about new guitar dad bought and she was like "It's not dad's (...) mine mine mine" XDDDD So we talked for a while even after lil bro finally went to sleep and parents went to sleep, too. She just realized she had TFC hahaha. So she watched a little bit, and then I sent her to bed cause I was cutting fabric. After she left, I finished cutting fabric and watched cartoons while I sewed stuff. Hide came on for a little bit and I was telling him about Connie the Cow. She's awesome!! But sewing takes too long, even with a sewing machine, *sigh* but that's okay, I'm okay with the stuff I am sewing right now. I hope they come out really pretty. Although it would look so so so much better if I wasn't fat. XDD Oh well. More sit ups and jogging and lifting very light weights for me. Hahaha. Isaac said, end of year. We hope we're gonna look good so we can take pics LOL. Well, he's working a lot, and he's losing weight like whoa. It's awesome, he's really really healthy now. LOL.
Blah, it's now, 9:57 am and I only got a couple hours of sleep this morning, I should take a nap or I'm gonna get headache later.
Kris · Tue Oct 05, 2004 @ 11:47am · 1 Comments |
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7:51 pm :: Parokya Ni Edgar-- Buloy :: numb |
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I waited for two hours this morning. I would have waited more, if I was only able to stop crying. I crawled to bed at 6, being careful no one can hear my sobs. Everyday, I wake up and realize my life is s**t, so I sleep some more, trying to forget. But at some point, I can't stay asleep anymore, so I get up, I try to smile. It's a new day. Maybe it will be better.
Maybe I don't care about the same things you do, and I'm sorry. I suppose that's my fault.
Kris · Sun Oct 03, 2004 @ 07:32am · 2 Comments |
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