Well guys, today my big brother left for basic training. Technically he's been gone since yesterday though... they wanted their recruits at some hotel for some odd reason. There was a ceremony before they left but the bastards didn't call us to tell us when it was...so we missed our last chance to see him before he left. He called us from basic telling us he was there and stuff... my parents said he sounded scared.
I was out of the house when he called, taking a walk to the park to be vulnerable away from my parents. My dad is more sensitive than my mother. Her most used phrase with me is "walk it off". Get why I don't ever cry in her presence? The last time I did she degraded me. Plus I have a little brother to think about. I feel like I gotta be strong for him. When he cries, I'm there for him til he's better. My big brother wasn't like that for us. He's a sensitive guy, but he's never been on good terms with the little bro. But yea........rantage.
I miss him already. I worry about him already. I knew it would happen some day... big bro leavin... but I never thought it would be into the military.
I just needed a place to rant a bit. I apologize if i'm a little difficult to follow.
Splendiculous · Sat Aug 09, 2008 @ 03:20am · 0 Comments |