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Ok, I'm ridiculously behind on who should be getting art, so I need to keep track of it via list! yum_puddi
Pre HalloweenPerson from old thread Moridy from DYBIMgenerous donator
HalloweenCheck Icy's hutCheck the healing thread for most heals - pick 3 peoplePerson who did my avatar
Shop Moose MilkOther orderInquiries
Comic
Halloween Event
Yaoi thread in GCD
Bunnyfight!
 Icysnowgirl · Wed Nov 06, 2013 @ 04:23am · 0 Comments |
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I have a cute guy cooking and another cleaning for me right now.
I think I just won.
Icysnowgirl · Tue Sep 02, 2008 @ 04:17pm · 1 Comments |
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It is funny, a friend of mine once commented that I had a song for nearly every emotion I have. While that isn't true (it is only the strong ones really), I do have a lot of songs that both remind me of emotions and almost make me re-live the feelings I had in the situations that I associate with them. Some of the songs that remind me of last year include Papa Roach's Scars and Sugarcult's Pretty Girl. Neither of them are terribly positive songs for me, but I love them. Even if they make me feel upsetting emotions.
Some random positive songs (I really do have many of these, I swear!) include S.E.S.'s Dreams Come True, which reminds me of when I was living in Korea with my family, and Utada Hikaru's Simple and Clean, which reminds me of how someone special to me used to make me feel.
Jet's Cold Hard b***h (I'm pretty sure that's the song title) reminds me of riding in Kim's car, far too fast, wearing my hair down and my long black boots. It is one of those songs that reminds me of the wild streak, devil may care attitude that I thought I lost.
City High's What Would You Do? reminds me of being in Florida, hearing a few classmates sing the song then hearing it completely for the first time and feeling hopeful. It might seem odd to feel so much hope after a bit of a depressing song like that.
Blutengel's Bloody Pleasures gives me the shivers, but at the same time fasinates me, it makes me curious, rather like what the topic the song hints at does.
Nightwish's Over The Hills and Far Away will always remind me of the crazyguy who introduced me to Nightwish and got me started on my love for European Rock. You know who you are and you are an awesome guy. Never forget that. You also know that some of the PotO music reminds me of you because of that afternoon/evening we were singing together in the metro. That was a good memory for me.
Roxette's Listen To Your Heart has a duel memory for me. The first one being of my mom, since she was the first person to introduce me to this song inadvertedly by just liking Roxette and playing her in the car some times. The second memory is much more bittersweet, as it is one of those songs I listen to when I'm caught between holding on and letting go.
The entire idea of holding on and letting go reminds me of my friend Sharon, who I would talk to about the entire idea and who by just listening to three songs I picked at a jukebox early on in our friendship, before she knew a lot of what was going on, could read me so well that she knew what to give me for my birthday. A personal CD, burnt with music she picked for me, all about holding on and letting go. Music really is one of the quickest ways into my heart.
Tom Waits reminds me of the friend who introduced me to him. The voice that I can barely describe, partly because I still haven't pinned down the words, the gentle roughness of it, reminds me of him. Especially the song 'Hold On'.
The Fray has another duel memory for me. Part of it reminds me strongly of the chicka and close friend who showed me the magic of their music. Part of it reminds me of the only person who has ever heard me sing some of their music. Their lyrics are in my signature to help me remember, just like the quote about the random image generator. A year of hoping without belief, a year of struggling between holding on and letting go, and a coming year of healing.
Kaci's Intervention Divine reminds me of Florida, walking out of the movie theater from a movie (duh), hearing the song for the first time, blaring so loudly, filling me with more belief and hope for the world then any sermon ever did. For me, music often fills me with more spiritual belief then most sermons or talk of religion. The only thing I can compare music to is listening to my grandmother talk about these things. It is like the shell of protection I try to keep up fades away when I'm exposed to these things and I can just trust and believe.
Rammstein and German in general reminds me of Keegan. Engelbert Humperdinck's Quando, Quando, Quando also reminds me of Keegan. Of his sad eyes, of the strong distrust he also had and how he dealt with it the opposite way I did. Of how he saw things in me I never found before and how I was the same for him. Of how I could never tell him yes for a hundread small reasons but instead of saying no, I'd say I cannot. Video Killed the Radio Star also reminds me of him a bit in the back of my mind, but it isn't nearly as bittersweet of a reminder. I cannot blame someone who I've hurt knowingly.
Spice Girls reminds me of Sidney, the first friend to ever use me and attempt to blackmail me. That I can remember anyway. We'd sing 'Wannabe' together. She always wanted to play with my video games and I always wanted to play with her boardgames. We were young, she was mean to me often, but I still adored her. Spice Girl's Viva Forever reminds me of Korea though, of having that song on repeat for however long it would take Kelsey and Jr to fall asleep.
Billy Joel's We Didn't Start the Fire reminds me of Papa and how much I love that song and him introducing it to me. The fast paced lyrics I still cannot even hope to master and how it is just one big history lesson.
And for a final parting shot, at least for now: S.T.A.R.S's Your Ex Lover is Dead reminds me of how my feelings are dangling towards the words of the song, tipping a bit more towards they with each passing day, and how things could have been different if a thousand and one small things weren't the way they are, but they are, and that's how life is some times.
Icysnowgirl · Sat May 05, 2007 @ 02:03pm · 2 Comments |
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Things that Simply must be done. |
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JapanTurn in the form for study abroad. Turn in passport information to international studies.Call Tricare to see if they'd be willing to ship my dead body over seas.Figure out if I'm still allowed to go to CAOrder plane tickets and JR pass, even if we haven't figured out the CA bit yet. I can just buy those tickets later.Figure out the price of going to Japan by plane, going to CA from Japan, then from CA to DC.Um. I'm sure I'm missing something. OHMYGOD SCHOLARSHIPS. D:MOAAT.C. WilliamsStart working on spreadsheet again. Next Year stuffDraw Housing lottery. Figure out storage. Driving school. @_@;;;;;
I know I'm missing something.
Icysnowgirl · Wed Feb 28, 2007 @ 04:05pm · 0 Comments |
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