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The glorious 8 week holidays are disappearing one day and its back to school
my olny conslation is its my last year at this school year 10 *scary* I have developed an intense disliking to this school so I'm leaving at the end of the year and going to chec its where you go to the university and do your HSC you get treated as an adult its less strict theres more subject choices and there is no uniform !! BOOYAH! so I'm going to be repeating this to myself all year while I'm stuffing my head in books and studing like mad crying so from now on everychance I get I'm going to post in this journal and update on my school progress and how I'm dealing with year 10.

well I've decided to list all the animes I've ever watched

Host club
Gravitation
Hellsing
FLCL
Loveless
Trigun
Pokemon
Salior Moon
Ogenai Twins
Bleach
Neon Genisis Evangalieon
Gundam Wing
Gundam SEED
Gundam SEED Destiny
Full metal alchemist
Bandit king jing
Fruits basket
Digimon
Chrono Crusade
Shaman King
Chobits
.hack//
Pita Ten
D.N.Angel
Yugioh
naruto
MAR
Black cat
samuari champloo
cowboy bebop
(I'll add the rest when I remember)

Mangas:

fruits basket
gundam seed
Pita Ten
cowboy bepop
black cat
D.N.Angel
Full metal Alchemist
Sayuki
GodChild
Chrono Crusade
Yugioh
.hack//
naruto
xXxholic
Chobits
tsubasa
alchino
misty rain
vampire night
(heaps more but I don't feel like typing anymore *plays with tablet insanely* OWIE FINGER CRAMP!)

well well holidays are over on monday many tears crying so ends my freedom and endless roleplaying back to real life and the evil mornings of double maths. school is so depressing.
oh well hrm I have been thinking about well everything because playing playstation requires hardly and focus so I've had heaps of time to think today so shock and horror I did some thinking ack! so scary it's not natural.
anyway..
I thought about society because well thats just a topic on everyones mind isn't it?? o_0 anywho.. traain of thought died so I'll just log out and finish this later and hopefully I'll remember what I was getting at. sweatdrop sweatdrop sweatdrop sweatdrop sweatdrop sweatdrop sweatdrop sweatdrop sweatdrop

well on holidays and already going insane gaia is my life line it makes the voices in my head happy there for I love it because angry voices eventually lead to murder my skitzo ness is'nt a problem thanks to gaia I don't sound like kirsty alley any more my voice is back to normal no more croaking to my favorite songs I can sing again (god help us) hrmm any way not much happening I'm proably dying my hair black later on today GAWD I HATE MORNINGS!!oh its past twelve oh well STILL HATE MORNINGS !!! there fore I hate school because a good portion of it occurs in the morning I am soo insane because I cant accept myself for who I am but my friends are able to almost without question and I question everything about myself like right now as I'm typing this I'm questioning my motives behing typing this like what do I hope to achieve it's sort of driving my a bit mad and its so friken hard because I'll say something then spend a few minutes asking myself why I said it in that way why I didn't say it the way I thought it oh god I'm starting to confuze myself *deep breath* still frustrate because I apper to have induced a bad habit upon myself I cant say what I mean I have to skip around what I really mean to say and maybe eventually get to it like if I want to tell someone that I don't actually like strawberry icecream I'll tella story about how I get sick and eventually tell them because of that I hate ice cream it's just really irritating I mean why cant i say I don't like straw berry ice cream coz chocolate tastes better *sighs* another thing is people believe that the way I dress is attention seeking but its quite the opposite my wish is to fade out of attention I want to be nocturnal and wear black therefore at night It would be harder to see me when I'm older and out of school I think I might get a job that I can do a t night and become a nocturnal creature I almost achieve it every holidays but then I have to become a light creature again for school. damn school I hate my school and its close minded christian views why can't they just give us a proper education and teach us the science every other school learns and let us decide what religon we want on the whole our school is such a turn off from christianity any way damnit why olny two elcetive WHY THE HELL IS BIBLE COMPULSORY AFTER MIDDLE SCHOOL damnit the radio is annoying me okay I've had a mood swing againg *sigh* I give up
bye heart

this new layout rules !!
got a day off schoolcoz' I dying of the evil flu ( I just remember why I hate winter so much)
cold isn't getting better crying *achoooo*
missing out on horseriding last lesson today *wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh* my poor biscut
mumumumumu heart
huggles for hannah taz corrie lissy biki and all my lovley friends on gaia in fact anyone who reads my journal and comments gets a hug. blaugh heart heart
muahhaahhahahhah I have an remarkable ability to go on after a sever(can't spell it shaddup) shock like some one the other day told me " they hated me " and I just continued the conversation like nothing happend I do similar things when someone hurts me really bad just go on as if nothing happend sweatdrop
anyone else do this??
these these baraum!! these orcs!!! (sorry quoting lotr)
my my how I do miss everyone today crying
muhahahha o well blaugh

well Is it possible to stalk a dead guy?
is it possible to learn entish and is it possible to be gay and straight not bi but act so goddamn gay that you forget wether your a guy or girl and to absolutley love the opposite sex?
I'll prolly make a thread about that....
any way well I think it is I mean I know one (no names)
argh! why THE HELL CAN"T I JUST SAY WHAT I BLOODY WANT TO SAY stressed stressed

well well here I go again with another pointless journal rant
got the worst cold on saturday woke up and could hardly breathe
ugh! stares at hundreds of tissues in rubbish bin (ewww!)
well seeing that my school life is amusing I thought i might introduce people (like who??)
into my intresting world full of fluffy electrified chiken men with pet daileks and an acorn man with an intense phobia for my best friends
stare WHY DOES LIFE HAVE TO BE SO DRAMATIC!! scream
hrmm..
thoughts drifitng away...
KYOU-KUN!!!!
meh!
loud crashing noise*
WHAT'D YOU DO WITH HER YOU EVIL FELINE!!
GET OUT YAMI!!
NEVER!!
LOOK LITTLE MIDGET PHAROH THING!!
OMG IT'S EATING MY BRAIN!!
YOU TWO!!!!!
DIE CAT!!
HEY, DON't YOU WORSHIP CATS!!
oh yeah!
GET OFF MY YOU LITTLE TWERP!!
sorry!
well thats settled

oh my not many people will get that maybe han and taz but noone else
o well
I'll write it all up one day
rolleyes