So I Really don't know guisee ): I really want to be with him but I mean sometimes I don't know if he wants to be conmigo. I'm not a bad person right? I just blah I don't know. I'll just lay here in my bed listening to Durch den Monsun /: Stupid love. Stupipd relationships. ******** everything and everyone. Well maybe not really.... I just don't know what to do!!!! GAHHHHHH!! Why must this all be so confusing )': I just want to be happy and I know I can be with him... Is there something that I need to stop doing? Maybe I should just.. disappear? It's not like I'll be missed much.. . None of my so called friends give a rats a** about me. Only when they want something. ********! I don't know what I am saying anymore... ha. How many times have I said I don't know? xD Bleh well it's not my fault... since that is all I am feeling right now... D< Gah okies. So what makes this guy special or different? I'm not going to tell you because you might take him from me ): I don't want that... I want him to be mine mine mine mine and mine only... That's really easy to say but I mean when it comes down deciding it is a two person decision.. I can't force him to be with me. That'd one thing I will not do... I will just let things go with the flow. He said maybe later not now.. That's good right? I mean I will wait for however I am willing to .. I just don't want to be forgotten you know? Bleh I sound so lame.. Look at me? Whining like a lil b***h. I'm such a p***y v.v Hiding behind pixels. Nuuuu negative thoughts go bye bye )': Please.. I just.. ******** I just want to be with him.. I wish he could see that.. bleh okies I think I am done with this.. D:
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