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THERE'S A PAIN IN MY ARM, I THINK I'VE DONE SOME HARM, & I REALLY DON'T LIKE THIS, JUST SAW I CUT MY WRIST, THE BLOOD IS RUSHING, I CAN'T SEE ANYTHING, THE BLOOD IS DRIPPING, THE PAIN IS UNBARING, I CUT MYSELF CONSIDERED A SIN, HEAD RUSH FEELING FAINT ADRENALINE, I DON'T CARE ANYMORE I'M EMOTIONLESS, I CAN ONLY BE AWAKENED BY TRUE LOVE'S FIRST KISS, I'M CRYING, WISH I WAS DIEING, NO YOU CAN'T STOP ME NOW, YOU CAN YOU THINK SO HOW? I'M BEING FLATTENED BY A BLUE CRUSH, A TIDAL WAVE GET ME OUT BLOOD RUSH, I FEEL FAINT THAT'S IT IT'S BEEN SAID, DON'T CARE WHAT YOU THINK I'M DEAD, NOW I'VE STOPPED CRYING, CUZ I am DIEING, HOPE YOU'LL MISS ME EVERY DARK NIGHT, SORRY I LOVE YOU ALL BUT I MUST MOVE INTO THE WHITE LIGHT.
*sigh* ill never be anything.
i guess ill honestly never be anything.and ill never mean anything to anyone.i cant sing.i cant dance.i cant give advice.i cant do anything.im not smart.im not funny.im not pretty.im not anything.im just another girl.im a plain,ordinary girl.with dreams that will never come true.with friends that dont care.with a family that doesnt listen.with a little half sister that doesnt give a s**t.with a broken heart that wont get fixed,but will only be able to keep breaking.breaking until it doesnt exist anymore.all i ever do is cry.it would be nice if i could smile again.but i think i forgot how. cry i cant even cry anymore.ive cried so many tears,i dont think i have any left to cry................................................................oh well.grin and bare it.like i always do.





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