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I think I could have explained myself better…
That my feelings were lost in the action…
But none of that matters now,
You tossed me aside with neither thought nor emotion.
Now you’ve left me empty inside,
Empty and confused.
I can’t shed a single tear,
It hurts so much though.
I just want to scream,
Scream in agony and pain,
But not anger?
I feel it inside like a solar flare,
It burns so much.
It hurts me.
I’m confused,
You switched the game up on me before I knew what was happening.
I loved you, I really did,
Did you think that was all a lie?
Part of me screamed for me to beg,
But you crossed a line I couldn’t follow.
I don’t abandon people,
Especially when they need me,
And I thought you were the same.
But yet,
You abandoned me.
When words wouldn’t speak,
And tears wouldn’t flow.
This doesn’t feel right to me.
But no, you left me.
Yes, I deserved it,
But did you really have to give up everything?
6 years of our lives that we will never get back?
A friendship like no other?
Apparently I didn’t mean as much as you said I did,
The girl you wouldn’t abandon,
Became the girl you threw out in the cold.
Do you realize the consequences of your actions?
I realized mine before I said a word to you,
I don’t think you realize yours.
I don’t think you know what you’re throwing away.
And you complain that you’ve lost your way,
And the tears are flowing and won’t stop,
But at least you have emotion!
You’ve left me dead inside,
Unable to be repaired,
Broken and hurt.
You brought the fallen angel her wings again,
And then you ripped them to shreds.
I’m sorry for what happened,
Even if you don’t believe me.
I wish I could have fought for us,
But apparently it wasn’t worth fighting for,
Because last I checked,
You didn’t fight for us either.
You asked questions,
That in my confused state,
I couldn’t answer.
The patient one in this relationship,
Became the total opposite.
Not even a night to think over anything,
Or let the guilt sink in.
No,
I don’t get that.
I don’t deserve that.
I’m nothing.
But what does it matter to you?
You made it quite clear,
Either him or you.
Cut throat, dry, black and white…
Have you seen what you’ve become!?
And now you’re crying, a victim in the attack,
But like I said, at least you have emotion.
You’ve left me dead,
And abandoned.
You said this was the only way it would work,
Well I think you’re wrong.
I think this whole thing is wrong.
You raised me up and ripped me apart,
I did the same to you.
And you can cry…
I can’t.
The wall is back up,
The broken fallen angel is bleeding once more,
And you don’t give a damn.
Welcome to hell my old friend.
 Kisa Reyer · Tue Nov 02, 2010 @ 01:08am · 0 Comments |
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