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Gaia hubbys and wifeys
Wifey Number 1: "Pure_Kai" heart
Hubby Number 1 (though she's a girl...): "Long Ago Lover" heart




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25 reasons a guy will fall in love with a girl
25 reasons a guy loves a girl
(This was written by a guy)

heart 1. They will always smell good even if it's just shampoo.

heart 2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder.

heart 3. How cute they look when they sleep.

heart 4. The ease in which they fit into our arms.

heart 5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world.

heart 6. How cute they are when they eat.

heart 7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while.

heart 8. Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside.

heart 9. The way they look good no matter what they wear.

heart 10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful girl on this earth.

heart 11. How cute they are when they argue.

heart 12. The way her hand always finds yours.

heart 13. The way they smile.

heart 14. The way you feel when you see their name on your cell after you just had a big fight.

heart 15. The way she says "lets not fight anymore" - even though you know that an hour later....

heart 16. The way that they kiss after you have had a fight.

heart 17. The way they kiss you when you say "I love you".

heart 18. Actually...Just the way they kiss you...

heart 19. The way they fall into your arms when they cry.

heart 20. Then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly.

heart 21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt.

heart 22. Then the way they apologize when it does hurt (even though we don't admit it).

heart 23. The way they say "I miss you".

heart 24. The way you miss them.

heart 25. The way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore...

Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them it matters not. Because once in your life, whatever they were to the world they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without trace of a sound, you know that your own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart. We love them for a million reasons, no paper would do it justice. It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart.

A feeling.

Only felt.




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wow
its been so long since i've wrote in this thing... like... months and months... but anyways, no need to put any updates, coz anyone who truly knows me, knows the story. haha so anywho... got a surprise for you...

(see next journal entry)




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boyfreind issues
yea... my boyfreind got mad at me today and decided he wanted to say that what i was going was f***ed up and he didnt wanna talk to me. so when i see him tomorrow, i think i might ignore him... even tho i'd rather not. i wish he'd call and tell me he was sorry and that he loves me... crying

COZ I LOVE HIM! heart



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sick
got sick today. staying home from skool




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Never said goodbye...
I once was filled with laughter
al bcoz u were there
the little glint in ur eye
the soft smell of ur hair

i remember ur soft words
the way u held me tight
all the little thigs ud say
to make everthing alrite

now these words r gone
and i dont no wat 2 do
because all i ever wanted
was to grow old with you

the sky is growing dull
my heart is sinking fast
im just sitting here thinking
y diddnt our love last?

the rain is falling heavy
as i stare into the sky
just knowing u our watching me
from way up high

the snow is falling softly
landing on my face
mixing with my tears
as i remember our last embrace

the stars our coming out now
so bright way up high
i just wish apon them all
u diddnt have 2 die

the sun is rising slowly
yet here i still sit alone
no one here to hold me
hurting and tear prone

the sun is shining now
yet u were my only light
and now u have passed away
everythings black instead of white

the sun is still shinein
but inside i am dead
because i lost u, my love
i sit here cryin in bed

at night i hold on 2 my pillow
of which once was u
i remember u told me ud die 4me
but i never wanted u 2

the world is growing colder
as i begin 2 loose my heart
i never thought me n u
would ever b apart

but mayby u were needed
somewere way up high
but yd they have to take my love?
i never even got 2 say gdby!



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Vampire Kiss
I run threw the forest, lungs out of air,
What has happened to him? It just wasn't fair.
My knee's start to buckle, feet start to flame,
But he's just begun, to him it's a game.

He stays out of sight, to frighten me more,
I remember back home when we were both on the floor.
He'd give me a smile, I smile back,
And he'd kiss my lips to keep us on track.

But now in this forest, as I run full of fear,
I hear a twig snap then a voice say 'My dear,'
'Why do you run, why do you hide?'
I scream out to him, I say that he lied.

I could feel his glare on me, on the base of my neck,
And he came ever closer to double his check.
The next thing I knew, there was a pain in my throat,
Through the pain I could feel as though I could float.

My pace keeps on slowing, until I do stop,
He's standing right beside me, hand up my top.
He may be a killer, he may not play fair,
But the lover I know, is still deep in there.

He released his grip on me, I fell to the ground,
He bent his knee's slightly, ready to bound.
I grabbed his leg weakly, whimpered his name,
Congratulations to him, he has won the game.

He didn't mean to hurt me, I knew that in my heart,
Though I am dying, we will never be apart.
He glared down at me, eyes filled with fear,
But his mouth still smirking down, and said 'Bye my dear.'




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forbidden love
You are like me in so many ways,
Yet not at all.
You are cooler than me in so many ways,
Yet not at all.

You are part of the unreachable stars,
The ones I’ll never see.
For I am the moon,
And the Earth always faces me.

Yet I’m escaping, inch by inch.
But if I ever told you my feelings,
You would surely flinch.

Because I am nothing to you, but the lonely moon,
Which everyone looks up and admires, except for you.
For they admire you more than me,
And I am the thing you’ll never see.

I fight for your attention,
But it is still taken from me.
I think I have your affection,
But not the way I want it to be.

You are the nicest person I’ve ever met,
But for your sake my feelings must never be said.



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I don't need flowers, i need your love
Shove those roses up your a**
Those violets you gave me turned to ash
I loved you so much with all of my heart
But your lies and your smiles tore me apart

I don't need you any more
I only need the rain
It's the only thing that was always there
It helped me overcome the pain

You've all but been cruel to me
But I just loved you so much, don't you see?
I bet you can see the blood flowing down my wrists
As I clench my hand into a fist..

Didn't you say
You were going to save me?
Didn't you think it was true?
Why won't you let me be now?
Hating you is all I can do

Violets are blue
And roses are red
But I don't really care right now
Since I'm dying on my bed

You told me you loved me so
You said you were never going to let me go
Why did you say those things?
I'm dying, don't you know?

You never cared for me that way
Not last week, not today
All you did was hurt me
Why did you want me to stay?

It's love, I know.
Why are you confused over that feeling?
I don't want to get hurt, no
But my heart is not healing..

I died on the floor
Next to your door
While you were asleep in your bed
All my blood I shed

I don't need flowers
And I don't want a rose
Because I killed myself loveing you
But loving me...

...Was not the path you chose..




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