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I'm not sure there's any other title to give this.

Before I start this little, rant....is that a good word? Maybe.... But before I start there is some information that is kinda personal but to get my point across I feel I'm safe to say it all. Before I do though please, please, please, I am not saying it for sympathy. I don't want sympathy. I'd rather think that it happened for a reason and move on. Any sympathy will result in a stern finger and the response of "it happened drop it" understood?


Now then. How is it that fate and whatever deity up there seem to gift others but not those that deserve it? How can they let someone so unprepared, unfit, and well if you knew the person you could add more words to this, to have such a wonderful chance but when someone is prepared, fit, and actually wants the chance they don't get it? This is also not a post to be bitchy and petty, I just feel the need to rant and what a place to get it out since i'm pretty sure none of my readers know the girl.

So I went to a pool party a few weeks back and found out a surprising "fact" about someone where. Please keep in mind when I say this, i'm about to get into a he said she said. She doesn't have custody of her 3 kids. She signed them over to her mom, she claims that her name was forged. I have a friend who had to sign rights over, she had to do it in a court setting. She didn't go to court so that leads the idea that she has abandoned the kids. Also she says she's fixed, well bind, but even to reverse that she would have to go to a dr and that'd result her being bed ridden for a while and to my knowledge, she hasn't so again, another lie. Now the "fact" I found out is that this person is pregnant. I said "fact" because since she says she can't have kids I wanna see the ******** dipstick. Now here comes the part that I said she's unprepared and unfit. There's a long list of things you shouldn't do while pregnant, including but not limited to melee, pretty muck fighting with padded weapons, and JELLO SHOTS. Now having 3 kids you'd think she'd know not to do any of this, right? Where is the sense?
Now that you know that I ask, why can she have yet another child that she may or may not take care of when someone who truly wanted to keep their first child had to have a miscarriage? Why did someone have to be fated to lose their first child when someone like her gets to have yet another if she is pregnant? Why did I, someone who truly wanted to keep their first, who was prepared, and capable, lose my first child? How could fate or whatever deity up there think that this was acceptable?