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Well this Christmas sucks so far , I didn't get to get Ethan what I wanted because someone stole my routing number and my card number and has been charging s**t to my account. Then i was told that I'm not family by one of my cuzz because I do not have Bartlett blood .and to top it off another family member sold off all my grandmother jewelry that was supposed to be split between everyone.

Why is it when the holidays come around everyone goes nuts its like no one cares about other feelings or if they need help or just wants to be loved. No one in my family knows how to love or show emotion. As soon as i can i want to leave all them behind but its hard when its family.

My best friend left me and wont speak to me I don't know what to do about that I gave up on her. we were friends for five years and then on my birthday she deletes me and blocks me on face book and now wont answer my calls.Can someone jst be there for me sometime a friends ? To talk to about what ever just seems like no one wants to befriend me anymore what did I do ? It's like I'm the worst person out there. Because I can't go out and get trashed on a Tuesday ? Well sorry a** holes ! I have a child and I do for him now not you ! There has to be someone out there that just wants to be my friend?