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Memiors of a Fallen Angel I've Fallen. Fallen from grace, life, and myself.


Sugu
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Broken people
"The world is full of broken people. Splints, casts, miracle drugs, and time can't mend fractured hearts, wounded minds, torn spirits." Dean Koontz-One Door Away From Heaven

I am a true believer that time doesn not heal all wounds. Some wounds never heal. They can't. And just why is that. Because for some wound to heal, it means we have to change.

"Change isn't easy, Micky. Changing the way you live means changing how you think. Changing how you think means changing what you believe about life. That's hard, sweetie. When we make our own misery, we sometimes cling to it even when we want so bad to change, because the misery is something we know. The misery is comfortable." Dean Koontz-One Door Away from Heaven

Yes, in my misery I am comfotable. I wont lie and say that change wouldn't be good for me. Truth is that it would probably be best for me, but humans are destructive by nature. Who am I to err from what we know and have holden so true?

Going back to the point in hand. Remember the age old phrase, "sticks and stone my break my bones, but words will never hurt me"? The person who made that phrase, I am going to pray for that persons soul, for surely they will burn in all the hottest fires of Hell if anything is just in this world.

Sticks and Stone may break bones, but words can wound and damage the soul. They can rip you from your very being and shred your soul to the core into pieces. These "words" can leave unseen scars that will never be healed.

Yet, my loves, there is hope. There is always hope. That sweet gentle whisper that calls to you in the night as your close to sleep, telling you everything is all right. Wings that soar, lauched by dreams of love, calling in the desperate bleak december of this world.

If this world holds one band-aid that fits over almost any wound it would go by the name love. Yes, it can cause unbearable pain, but the joy and wonder that such a thing can bring to one with a broken soul. It can ease the pain. When you reach out and a hand grasps yours, comfort is found. A longing is fulfilled.

It is in our nature to love. That is why we make those silly and stupid moves we make in our live concerning love. We make them because somewhere in us it's coded that we need to love and we need to have someone love us. So when someone breaks your heart, you still hang on. You can't let go. It's not just the attachment to that person. Your heart screams for you to hold that person and to love them always, because a love that you know what returned stopped. The heart needs to continue that love and in order to make it stop. It breaks.

A shattered heart is one that is made to stop loving. A free spirit and soul is made by a heart that has found true love and is allowed to carry the soul and spirit with it. Be true to your heart and it can take you anywhere. That is why love can move mountains and cross any ocean. That is why love conquers, because it knows no bounds.

Memior 2 complete
F.A.




 
 
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