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Its been so long since i last updated. Well life is going pretty good for the most part: Tristan came back in april, i got over some people, i ve had less arguments, read more of the bible, became better friends with people among other things.i had the longest im in my life last friday and it was for 8 hours with mel. but lately i am easily getting pissed off and i have to restrain myself from doing something stupid. like today i wanted to hit greg just because he took my seat. and i didnt hit him because i knew mel would probably not forgive me. and even with the usual put downs i get, sometimes even if its joking i really want to get pissed and harm the person in some way, but i am trying not to be mean to mel as much as possible and it would be a while for her to forgive me if i said whats on my mind when i am pissed i try not to tell anyone whats on my mind when i am pissed i think anyways. and good thing i think rationally. also my bike broke so i have to walk to school and that takes about 45 minutes to get there. i am going to start using my weights and stuff again. i am exhausted lately. i apologize to anyone if i am mean to them unless i am tell them i am pissed at them. theres going to be a lot coming up in my life soon and i ll tell you all about when it happens :]

events planned: june 7th mels dance recital -june 13th mels birthday