I wish I could end them
I wish I could end my hallucinations. Even though I'm on meds to control them, they're getting more and more realistic. They happen weekly, sometimes daily. I'm hallucinating and paranoid. Just last night I hallucinated a giant spider on the wall and flipped out! I cried because I was so freaked out. I need to get my meds re-evaluated when I see my doctor tomorrow, but he even said no medication is going to completely end my hallucinations. I wish they'd just go away....