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She cuts herself to remind herself she's alive; That she has not died. They question why. The answer is always the same. it's how she remembers she hasn't died. They've all ignored her. The only one to make her feel real; ignores her the most. He promised to never forget her. But in time she knows that will change. She kows at some point the memories he has will fade. He's all she ever thinks of. And how she loathes the one who has brainwashed him. Now she's terrified of love; paranoid into thinking she'll only be second best and never be able to actually be loved. But nobody plainly asked her if she's okay. No one ever thought she could ever have feelings. They only cared that they got her help. They found her under a weeping willow leaning against the trunk with a letter in her hand written for her ex-lover. She had dolled up her face to only of cried it down her face. When the ex-lover asked how she died they said she had been dead this whole time he's been gone; but it took till that day for her body to realize it.

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