It's funny how much things change over time... It's been almost two years since I wrote that entery about Ryan. Little progress has been made. Really, all he'd need to do is call and appologize to the 'Rents; admit he was a dumb-a**, and we could be a "family" again.
However, that's kinda minimal on my list of problems right now. You see, a little over a year ago I fell in love with the most amazing man I've ever met. His name's Jason. Yeah, he's a ninja. ninja This past year I've spent with him has been possibly the greatest year of my life. Not only is he an amazing boyfriend, but if it wasn't for him, I wouldn't have a majority of the kick-a** friends I have now. Anyway, by the end of May, Jason will be gone. He's enlisted in the army for five years in order to pay for college, and become a director. After completing boot camp, he will be able to come home and visit for 30 days each year. Even so, I'm really gunna miss him. Of corse, it's not just me he's leaving behind. He's also leaving all our friends and his family, including his son, Cael, who will be two in April.
As for Jason and I, we are making an attempt to be "just friends" for now... He'll be gone soon, so it's probably what's best for both of us. However, when he finally does come home, we plan on getting back together. The next five years are gunna be hard, there's no avoiding that. But I think we'll be okay.
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Ryan, come back......
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