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Gah', well. Lately i've been getting so bored. I don't even know what to talk abotu in my journal now a days. ^^
Tee he ehee hee, Well.. Anywyas, what shoudl I write about today? o.o
I just feel liek typing a bunch of things in my journal right now, cause' i'm so bored and stuffz.. Hmmm...
I wonder what I should write about for now..
..Anyways, school is going fine, i'm not sure. I guess it's very annoying, but American history, is a very nice class. I like how the teacher reads everyone out loud, and explains what she's talkigna bout, instead of just reading the stuff ,and then giving out work. 3nodding
Oh yeah! i've started writing a story on my computer, I hope that it turns out okies. I hope people liek it, once i'm done, i'll be putting it into my journal. Once I put it into ym journal, I hope that some people can see it. ^^ but please, no laughing at my sad excuses for a story, okies? ^^ Tee hee hee hee!~` n.n
 `Snow~Doll` · Sat Feb 10, 2007 @ 08:49pm · 7 Comments |
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I keep on having dream about me getting murdered, but my family or someone I actually care for ends up dying first. My dreams usually come true, I don't really dream much anyways. Otherwise I can never remember my dreams, I probably wouldn't want to remember my dreams anywayss. If anything were to happen from my dreams. I promise to die first. I'll protect my family to matter what. No matter how many sick freaks are out there. And no matter how much my family hates me. I luffles them. smile Especially my mommie, my hero. ^^ Well, it's 7:11Am, i'd better get ready for school, have a wonderful day everyone. ^^
`Snow~Doll` · Wed Feb 07, 2007 @ 01:12pm · 0 Comments |
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I did something bad... Two days ago... Well, that's when I started trying to slit my wrists, because.. I'm just tired of life, and feeling so alone in the world..
Right after my friend went home, my brother started being mean and hitting me over the head a lot till' it hurt and said "Are you gonna cry yet!?" Then I finally had enough.. I always try to be nice to my brother, I buy him things whenever I have money or anything, I lend him money too.. Why does he have to be so mean to me... Seriously.. I always buy him a birthday gift or christmas gift also, he never does anything for me but hurt me... Or like in grade 6. Beat me up and throw cheese in my hair, the friends of his that were helping him do that still call me mudonna made cheesy hair.. So i went into the bathroom, grabbed a knife and started hackign at my wrist, I just wanted to die.. but it wouldn't cut. sad SO I grabbed scissors and tried, but it's barely leaving any marks.. And of course I knwo no one reads journals, at least not mine, so no one will have to care. ^^ I'm jsut glad I have a journal to talk to, because all my friends in real life want from me is advice and stuff... Whenever I tell them I want to die, they jsut yell at me.. They don't care... But as long as I can help others with their problems it's alright. ^^ So i'm glad I went over this with this journal. ^^
`Snow~Doll` · Wed Jan 17, 2007 @ 02:15am · 6 Comments |
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Quiz's I end up doing. ^^ Ehehe!~` |
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As you all can probably tell by now.. I love doing quiz's. o.o So i'm just gonna post them here.. Now here's my first one! blaugh
 You are laid back and just go with the flow. Your values are solid and your life is good. You may not be the wealthiest cookie but that's ok and ur ok with that as well. If ur looking for love, just hang in there, you'll find some one wonderful!
`Snow~Doll` · Thu Jan 11, 2007 @ 08:25pm · 26 Comments |
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School and life gets very lonely... Ever since grade 6 when we moved here, out in a stupid town.. I now live across a graveyard and think about joining the dead people there soon... I always seem to end up starign at it when I go for my walks through there, and when i'm inside my house...
At home it's usually just me and my brother. Sometimes my mom, when she's not working until midnight, at times, about 3-6 times a month, my dad comes home from work... Except this month he spent more tiem with my friend than me.. I had bought a game (Resident Evil 4) for playstation 2, and had talked about playing the game with my dad on the phone, because I knew he liked those games. But the night he came home, my friend was over, and so when I went to the bathroom, and came out. My dad was already playing the game with my friend.. The next day, he had to leave, so he didn't have tiem to talk to me or play the game with me... So, I don't even want to play the game anymore....
(To be continued.......)
`Snow~Doll` · Thu Jan 11, 2007 @ 03:46am · 3 Comments |
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I had this weird dream about what really happened in my past.. It was a dream about when I was little... I was left home alone when I was five, but then when I was seven, me, my brother, and my father. We went to my dads work thing, and we got to go into the pool. Of course, I never knew how to swim back then.. I think this story is the reason I love my mommie so much, I want to be just like her someday. ^^ Well, anyways. I was on one of those floating chairs, and it kept on floating around, but then everyone got out of the pool but me to eat, because I couldn't seem to get it to the side to get off, I had accidentally floated to the deeps side, and the floating thing accidentally flipped upsidown, and I couldn't swim, so I was drouning because the thing flipped over my head. My brother noticed I was drouning but my father was too musy talking to his work friends, and eating. But then he told my mommie, and she jumped in the water with her clothes on and everything!~` ^^ I love my mommie a whole lot. Not only because she's there for me, but she makes me happy I was born. I bet you she doesn't even remember that time, but I remmeber it very well, that was the nicest thing anyone has ever done for me..
`Snow~Doll` · Tue Jan 02, 2007 @ 05:38am · 2 Comments |
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heart `~!!Just a quiz I did!!~` heart
`Snow~Doll` · Sun Aug 06, 2006 @ 07:23pm · 7 Comments |
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