ok here is something i found but is really nice, it is in spanish but i'll try to translate it the best i can. hope you like it.
one mornign a boy got a call from his x girlfriend, she told him : i felt the same that you felt yesterday.....I'll wait for you in the park in an hour...
He hang the phone, his first impression was terrifing, coz aday before he had dreamed about his ex grilfriend, wich the one he had finished in a bad way because of anger, resentments and pride, both lost comunication as a couple and friendship.
He took a shower, got dressed, he thought of telling his friends: she had called, but he prefered to leave it private, finally, this was the moment for both to exchange words again, pride should never be eternal....
The boy went to the park and sat on a bench, staring, thinking what would happen, what did his exgirlfriend had to say? what she wanted to talk about?
He looked to the front, watching people passing by, in betwen this people he saw her, she was getting closer in such a misterious way... she was strange, whe dressed totaly different! she wasn't wearing what she used to, now she had a white dress...that made she look a strange white on her face, she looked so peacefull....
she looked so beautifull, it was like if she sparkle just by herself, her shoes where so clean and white. He tried to say hello, but she just said: lets walk
she started the chat : I know that you´ve been sand and that you had have many problems... I dreamed you crying... I heard you screaming outside my door... I didn´t get close to you, because of the circunstances, because so much pride, I knew you didn´t wanted to know about me.. I don´t blame you... we hurt eachother so much, and we split apart...I am not coming to fight, I´m not coming to apologize..I just came to tell you that even when things never fixed when they should... I think that never is to late..... You know?, I waited for your call, so we could talk, , but it never came, Waiting, thinking of you , erased my hunger, stealed my sunny days, and it began to win, slowly, tho i had faith, and i said to myself , he will call, you never did, i don´t blame you but i understand you, I know what you felt last night, I know what happened. I felt it too in that moment, but with so much more pain, I screamed your name 1000 times, I screamd : i am sorry 1000 times, It was a shame you didn´t hear, it was a shame you didn´t call, you know what love? I think it´s never late to forgive, and if i asked you to come it was so i can give you this.
she give him a cross, it was the love simbol for both, she said : this cross is my body, this cross is what i am, i love you and i want you to keep it for the rest of your life.
He didn´t know what to say while big tears falled frome her eyes, people looked athim strangely, someone asked him : are you ok? and he answeared: yes why?... coz i see you walking and i see you crying is something wrong?.... nothing thanks, i am just talking with her.... the person got away with a strange look in its face...
He took her home, she asked to wait for her in the front door, he accepted, she never asked him that before, he waited 10 minutes , she did not came out, suddenly he heard voices, and see someone coming out of the house, two friends of her, all with sad faces and crying, they hug him, and told him : she´s gone man, she´s gone... A strange feeling shivered him, he run into the house, he found in his exgirlfriend room, the mother hugging his ex girlfriend corpse, the one that reflected so much lonelyness in her face...
The boy crying, asked her mother: what happened? tell me what happened?
... The doctor says she died from sadness, she didn´t eat, she didn´t smile, whe don´t know if love was the reason for her to fall apart, we don´t know if her ashamed feeling made her unhapy... she left you this letter.
he began reading
"Air isn´t enough, I tried to scream but i cant, white lights are lightning my room, i am leaving for ever love, thanks for going to the park, thanks for being here, even if you couldn´t forgive me in life, I know you will now in front of me..."
he looked at the corpse, and only said : forgive me...
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