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OMG I took this test! It was completely acurate! It got it down to the last miniscule fact!

course I cant post the results here... redface They're personal....

Love and sex life test

Sarah Mclachlan- World on fire..

This video really put things in perspective for me. Here I was today feeling angry and having a pitty party because I didnt have the money to buy the new bed I wanted and yet there are people who work 16 hours a day 7 days a week just to pay so they can send their kids to school.
I need to realize how lucky I am. sad

Im highly pissed today.
I kindly try to point out that I think my friend has an emotional issue and what do I get? A big bag of guilt and bitching.
Now as a woman I know how it feels to have mood swings knocking you around like a hapless victim on a rollercoaster. His problem is much worse.
When you threaten to take your life eigth times in four months... (and Im only online during the weekends.) You have a problem.
Even if my friend WAS only joking or letting off steam. Its not funny, I have no way of knowing if he's serious about it or not.
How can you tell the diffrence between.
******** it. IM just going to go and die.
and
******** it. Im just going to go die. (joking*)
You cant, without the voice to go with it its impossible.
SO here I am worried about if buddy is going to go slice open his wrists or if he's just being emo.
Forgive me, but after a while it starts to wear on you.
I've got two kids, I have no job and my life has gone to hell. I dont need the extra stress of wondering if one of my friends is going to off themselves.
So Forgive me if I have to be a b***h. I have to protect myself somehow.
And if you think IM doing this just so you wont put a damper on my happy go lucky mood. Thats your own issue. I've told you how I felt, weather or not you listen is up to you.

So today we stopped off at best buy and guess what! I GOT MY COMPUTER FIXED!! Im so excited! Soon I will have my internet turned on. (in a week or so.) And I'll finally be able to talk to all my online-friends again! YAY!
ah garter! I hope your happy! It took long enough but we'll be able to talk again soon!
#*squeels#* omg Im so happy!

Woo! Im SO excited!
We're getting our tax refund on the 12th.
GUESS WHO'S GETTING A BIG OL CHUNK OF REFUNDY GOODNESS! OH YEAH! ITS ME!
*does a lil dance and shakes her tush*
Im getting 3,000 bucks back! It was going to be five thousand five hundred but uh... I kinda owe the IRS.. heh.. sweatdrop
So We are splitting in half and I get 1,500.00 he gets 1,500.00!
I have plans.. evil plans! Like spending about 500.00 on corsets and shoes. *wicked grin*
Then Im spending the rest on my kids dental bill and clothes for them. X_X *dies*
Oh well. Easy come, easy go!

I finally got my toothy fixed! biggrin I feel so much better!
Dale is getting a raise (hopefully) and The passel of brats is gone as soon as momma gets her check.
The computer needed to be wiped but it will be fixed and back to us in a week or so! YAY! Im So excited!
I would like to thank Garter for keeping up with my entries and being such a good friend. Most people would of given up on me by now. sweatdrop
*glomps* Thanks sweetie!
Baby is trying to eat toilet paper. gtg! eek

Holy crap its been a while since I Updated. Sorry!
Im currently very busy with the kids. My cousin has moved herself, her hubby and six kids into our house so now there are 12 people living in my 3 bedroom house... scream
*breathes* Its only for a month...
I hope! crying
Anyways, compy is still dead. We're broke... nothings changed Im trying to get a better edjucation and Im also really sick so Im going to go thow up now..
sorry and bye.. sad

Grrr! ONE WEEK!
I've had my computer back for ONE week and it died again!
gonk Dang it makes me so mad!
Now I've got to call the people, box it up, ship it, wait three or four weeks, wait for it to be shipped back, re-hook it and hope they didnt report that i have limewire on my comp.
Damn companies! STOP USING SUCH CHEAP PARTS! GRRRR! scream