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HEY heart !! it really HAS been a while! and so much has happened!! i am still singale!! and happy about that... since my last entry.. on my bday... i was in the er most of the day due to a mild concussion i had from hitting my head the day prior... smh.... and i was discombobulated due to that.. for a few weeks... but i am back to me ole self again.. still in celebacy mode.. THANK GOD!! my babies are wonderful! learning, playin fightin.. all that good stuff... my sis had my lil nephew a few weeks ago! he is soooooooo handsome!!! heart xd and we both have out pair.. im only good for one more... and that will be when its a ring on this... cause gettin cut aint no joke...! talk2hand .
but i am finna go back to school... razz im so mixed emotions about it.. but im ready.. finally!! rofl yaaay!! i have my own car... finally again... its a blessing... havent talked to they dad for about a month.. then he up n all of a sudden calls me... i am like this... if yo mama gotta get in yo arse about calling n checkin on your kids.. then my nigg... dont even call.... you been talkin to yo other baby mama... like real heavy... so i feel like.. yall should just be together.. try to make it work... forget yo feelings for me n all that... i mean.. he got this wack o job of a g/f.. right now with all these issues... including bipolar disorder... burning_eyes and she well both yall need serious help... you talk about tha past we had together and how you want it back... but at tha same time.. you aint even tryina get it back... if with us is where you really want to be.. then nothin can stop you ... but YOSELF.. and thas what he doin... then he gots tha nerve to ask me if i have a spcl someone in my life...
hell naw.. that aint my focus... my focus is bettering myself for my kids... thas all im worrid about... shucks.. all that other ish is for da birds... not me.. so he says he gonna call everyday frm now on... so thats up to him.. i dunno what my feelings are for him.. i do still have some.. but i know he aint tha same man i fell in love and had two babies with... so i continuously stay in prayer about that... cause i know Lord knows best... and he knows its so hard.... to stay on that right path... but i am thankful that no temptation of a man has come my way... cause there is one... ONE guy that i know i would just jump on like a leech from tha swamp... so.. lmao... so i thank HIM for keeping me.. and keeping that tempTATION away from me.. lol.. its so funny.. but
tha Mavs have come this far... they need to go all tha way...
i love love :heart my HORNETS!!! and S A I N T S!!! 4eva babay!!
but my family are mavs fans... so come on mavs.. i guess.. lol
til next tiem.... its just been so busy.. but once i have my lappy.. i will be happy and on here more a lot more often...
til next tyme hun
TALKS TA YAS LATAS!!!
QWE

Hey YOU!! heart
i had a busy very busy day yesterday.... it was a blessing as well!! but it took me 10 hours to organize this lady's closet!!!!!! eek my body is AAAACCCCCHHHIIINNNGGG!!!!! scream plus i gotup uearly and walked.. which was good cause ihavent in a while! so i gotta get back whit it!!! my angels are asleepin for they nap so im takin time out to get on herrr in peace... cool i slept pretty good... had the WIERDOIST dream!! question which i really dont care to discuss.. but it was involving a person from my past.... and why would i dream about him... i do not know talk2hand ...
i cannot believe how i have misplaced everything that was in my wallet!!!!!! s o i am on a mission to get new E V E R Y T H I N G!! which is being a hassle... but i need it all... so i have appts scheduled... for this month.. which im happ about...
and BIG ups to my sweet heart for completing his task!! to 100%.. i am so proud of you love!!!! thanking GOD for it all~!! and us both knowing that WE SHALL get THRU THIS head on and on top ESPECIALLY WITH THA LORD ON OUR SIDES!!!!
i have to keep crucify my flesh.. cause its tryina get outta hand... so the LORD already knows who and what to keep away from me.... ninja cause i gotta stay on this right path.. which i AM gonna!!
i know i am tired still and need to take a nap~! i really do!! but imma go to sleep when its NITEY NITE TIME!!
8 more days til my day heart and another 20 til tis my prince day~ heart ~
so we countin down...!
my princess called to talk to her daddy the other day.. and this fool!!! hung up in her face... she come to me sayin " mommie daddy hung the phone on me!" so i called him back and asked him why did he do that.. he gon say cause he was telling her to give me the phone and she didnt...
NICCCCCCAA THAT is no reason to hang up the phone on your 2 year old daughter!!!! evil with his "a glass"* lookin arse!!! so i called him to see what was goin on with him from tha other day bein @ dmv... but he didnt answer.. so oh well...
i dont ever expect anything from him from jump so if tha money he say he would send for them dont.. then thas on him with his lies...
i dont tell the kiddies anywaze.. cause they too young. and i dont want them geting false hopes when it comes to his so called 'word'...
i may just go ahead an dgo to my special dinner tomorrow since the invitation came up.... i think it would do me good to get out... .lol

well tha all for tha momentum..,

TALKS TA YAS LATAS

QWE biggrin


p.s. a glass is the elementary school kids way of sayin ugly a&$... lol
it was kicks when i read the report tha teacher wrote... i was rofl my arse off

HEY YOU!
WOOOOOOWWWWW its been a loooong time since i've been on here.... i'll be happy when i get my laptop so that i can get on whenever I want to!!
but its been a loooooooong and loooootttttttttsss goin on....
i went to see my friends o... and we spoke and now he is able to be out.. now we gotta find a church that is close where he can go to.... so that is wonderfu.l... i've had to have a bit of a break cause i am not getting enough sleep.. and my body is brokenup.... cause of rules n reg.... but all will be well in Gods time... so he was over the entire week.. especially last week.... and it was cool.... i love him, but please dont suffocate me... i would hate for a wonderful thing to be killed by not getting air... i love spending time with you.. and tha kiddies take to you as well!! xd but please give me time to miss you as well!!!!
SAINTSgiving was WOOOONNNDDDDDEEEERRRRRFFFFFUUULLLLL!!!! i cannot believe its DECEMBER already!!!! 10 more days til my bday and 29 til my lil prince is a whole number... lol heart but i am so glaad that my SAINTS WON!! yeah!! we whupped tha MOOGIRLS! lol cool .
potty trainin is improving... my princess woke me up in tha middle of sleep to get on tha pot... which i was tired... but i was sooooo proud of her! cause she did it on her own.. THANK YOU LORD, all praises go to YOU GOD
my prince has 2 teeth @ tha top and he is tryina walk... so im excited all tha way around and blessed beyond measures!!!
well i guess thas all for now... that sums it up since my last post...
Have a blessed one all!!

TALK TA YAS LATAS

QWE

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so look me up.. let me knw ur from gaia!
have a blessed one!!

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hey friend!
i knowi havent been on in a while.... i guess i been feeling a lil blue... or cyan lately... but i have been more productive today.. which i feel good cause i got a lot of things done!! biggrin i am so very ready to get tha ball rolling so i can start school and get my kiddies into daycare... so i can be DOING SOMETHING besides sitting here all day.. stuck like dayumn a buckless chuck.... xd i crack my self up sometimes... i know im silly .. .lol rofl
but i did get things sent off in the mail... im glad at least since my kiddies daddy and i had that talk the other week.. that things are mellow between us....
i really wish he would get the actual "US" part out of his head... cause its long gone and dead..... talk2hand . so we talk about tha kiddies.. and they talk or spit, yell back at him... i do keep him updated on them... i wont deny him if he actually WANTS TO BE IN THEY LIVES.. my mother didnt do that with us and ours..... and i want them to see and know for themselves as they grow older...
this potty training is a one step atta time, but its coming a long... slowly but i do see progress.. thankyou LORD 4laugh
the teething on tha otherhand.... is a hot mess... cause no medicine.. or natural remedy works!!!! my prince is a TOUGH lil COOKIE!! pirate i love them both!!
i aint gonna lie.. it IS SO HARD BEING SINGLE PARENT!!!! burning_eyes but tha good always outweigh tha bad... and with Gods help, and tha help of friends and F A M!!! .. i know i will get thru it...
my son is my ultimate shadow..... cause i cannot go anywhere without him crawling on my heels... lol
thats something that needs A HELL OF A LOT OF WORK.. cause baaaaabbbbaaayyyyyy.. nu uhhhhhhhhh sweatdrop
but that too shall come to past....

well i really caint think of much more.... so im finna head out... lol
Loves them GOD and him

talks ta yas latas!!!
QWE

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HEY friend!!!
yesterday wasnt too bad.. thank GOD!! i got those paepas.. that was really fast... ! talked to tha AOABD.. and we have finally come to an understanding about this c.s. thing... so he know that he will be getting those paepas in a few months... give or take.. rolleyes
so i am glad that i have always been a woman about things, and situations... i know he respects me highly for that... cause i really coulda did tha fool! mad seeing that i was highly pissed... but i can at least say that i am glad that he is growing up more and more....(still no chance of it being an US surprised ) but you know... he will make some girl luckily happy... talk2hand hopefully..... cause i caint go back... even if he did change... its over and in the past... i keepa tryina tell him that.. but he just caint seem to get it through his head... neutral .. but he will see eventually... 3nodding .
my angels are alseep... i dozed off and woke.. so i am finna get back to my gaming.... its soo kewl!!!!!
TGIF everyone!!

Talks ta yas latas!!!
Love ya
QWE

good morning friend!!
i am awwwwaaakkkeeee!!!! after a short nap!! lol
will
talks ta yas latas!!

hey friend!! jsut a quick note
i am TIIIIRRREEEDD!!!
couldnt sleep.. now caint type fer nothin!! LMAO!
had a blast playin zOMG!!! finna head in!!!
sweet short la la la dreams for me!!
c ya
Talk ta yas latas
QWE

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HEY friend!
well lets see.................... tha weekend was cool! we went to my godsons birthday party on sunday... after church! i just am thankin tha LORD cause he is so awesome!! but church was a blast! rofl a good word is always needed!!
tha party was rockin at PUT PUT!! my angels went as hornets cheerleader and a hornets fan!! of course cause they really are.... and they were lookin good too!! lol *pics whall be on fb soon.. ^_^* ,
Mondae... i spent tha whole day at my besties house.... idid call a coupla places to get information and get things started...! so i found out some both good biggrin and bad gonk news.. but im gonna focus ontha good!! of course razz
today i have been filling out this stuff to get tha ball rollin and get they monies flowin~ cause my children need theirs..and by GOD they gonna get it too!
its all for them.... i give it all to HIM! thank you Lord for it already being done and in perfect order!!
so its a COOOOOLLLLLLLLLDDDDDD and RRRAAAAIIIIIINNNNNNYYYYYY day!!! and i mean like winter.... thas how big they do it here.. cause next week i may just be sunny hot as hello like summer all over again!!..
i am working on getting my child unspoiled to being held~!~~~~ stressed gonk scream oh GOSH!!!!!!! its a nightmare idea question exclaim !!!!! he will cry cry and cry!!!! alllllllllllllll tha whole time and fall asleep... just to wake up wahmbulance wahmbulance wahmbulance all over again!!..
(THIS IS ALL MY SISTERS FAULT!!!!! evil ) cause all she wanna do is hold im hild him and thas being put to a complete stop.. cause its driving me
but i know i am still blessed!!!
got a new strategy for tha potty training so i am puttin it into works now!!! keepin my fingas crossed xp
but thas about all in a nutshell for now!!!!

i shall talk to yas latas!!!
Loves ya!
QWE

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hey friend!! i am just hollerin atcha... i am almost a half hour late from yesterday puttin a post... so its prolly double today...!!
i just finished showerin.. so i am feeling fresh as spring.. lol biggrin my angels are alseep.. they are fresh as fresh can bee.. full bellies and out like a dud doorbell!!
i did write a letter to they daddy on fri.. telling him he had 2 weeks to get back with me, but i been thinkin.. since he did not call me on Sat.. to talk.. nor is he gonna send tha money... then i am just gonna do what a mother should for her kids stressed (Let tha headache begin) but i aint gonna let it stress ME out... so it will be his to carry....
New me... and scream " i aint tha one to play or to be fuxs with!"
so since he wanna go that route... we gon go there.. full force speed ahead...
i feel like im in a dayum soap bopper... shucks!!! rofl MAO!! ha ha ha
but GOD is good all the time!!! and i know as long as i stay on the right path, seek h i m at all times.. then i will be just fine!! i am not gonna sweat tha small stuff.. nor be busy worryin about this that and tha other... i will just do what i gotta do and let tha Lord handle tha rest... cause he gots my back... shouting: "THANK YOU LORD"

so he can be all sad and act eek and be lookin confused all he wont, but he knew it was comin... especially since he act like he caint be civilized... actin like a cool mrgreen but he can just talk2hand ! cause i aint got time for it or him!
cause his smokey lookin arse gonna be sweatdrop ing like a muff when he gets these papers.... and he betta make these lil babies right here his very last!! if HE KNOW WHAS GOOD FOR HIM!! exclaim exclaim
get tha idea question question question question

well babes!! it was wonderful ta chat!
gots ta gooooo's!!
talks ta yas latas!!
QWE

P.S.
I just wanna say HAPPY 10 MONTHS to my lil PRINCE!!!!! mommie loves you very very much!! im so proud of y ou already.. and i know GOD has great things in store for your and your sisters life!! LOVES YOU BOTH!!!!
Mommie